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Ode to Joy
Ecstasy
by Bry
Citation:   Bry. "Ode to Joy: An Experience with Ecstasy (exp10)". Erowid.org. May 30, 2000. erowid.org/exp/10

 
DOSE:
1.5 tablets oral MDMA (pill / tablet)
BODY WEIGHT: 185 lb
My friend had some experience with X and had told me about it. One day, she said she had come across some really good stuff (chocolate chips from Amsterdam), and asked if I was interested. I had done acid once before, and was a seasoned pot smoker. I was ready for it. We got the tabs, and prepared ourselves by getting some comfortable clothes, a video (alice in Wonderland), and generally psyching ourselves up for the event.

Upon taking the drug, I was somewhat anxious for the fun to begin. After watching TV for a while, I noticed K acting funny. She is significantly smaller than me, so I guess it hit her faster. I wasn't feeling anything. Then, I decided to stand up. WHOAH! COLD FLOOR ON BARE FEET! It was like ice. It was so cold it tickled. Happy happy happy. I began to dance around. I could almost hear music in my head. I settled down and we proceeded to massage one another with a mentholyptus rub (half a jar in all: the smell was in my room for 3 days). Masturbating was never this good. I was shuddering from the waves of pure, unadulterated delight that were just sweeping over me like a rising tide. I honestly heard some heavenly choir singing.

I received a couple of random phone calls from some people I hadn't heard from in a while, some of whom later came over. Hearing those voices was like a reunion of some long-estranged family or something. Utter elation. I could NOT hold anyone close enough to me. I wanted to keep squeezing until I had totally absorbed them into myself. The drug is aptly named. If you are ever looking for that total mind/body massage and spiritual connection with another person, this is the way to go. We finished the night wrapped tightly in a fuzzy blanket listening to some beautiful violin music. I was so happy and at peace that I almost wept.

Exp Year: 2000ExpID: 10
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: May 30, 2000Views: 5,926
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MDMA (3) : Small Group (2-9) (17), First Times (2)

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