DOSE:

50 mg

smoked

DMT

BODY WEIGHT:

250 lb

I remember, I thought as I blew out my third toke, my 25i-Nbome trip. I could see 'auras' or souls of living beings. I forgot about that vision after I came down from my Nbome trip. As I opened my eyes after the toke, I saw that my girlfriend had a secondary layer to her appearance, like an electroplasmic jelly. It moved and flowed with her true emotions. If she smiled and put on a physical face like everything was going to be OK, her 'soul' had a face like: 'I'm extremely worried about you, and I hope nothing goes wrong during the trip.' In the jelly, there were sacred geometry and fractals throughout that were constantly morphing into more complex and beautiful designs. I could only see these designs on her skin. I remember her face looking like old mayan, aztec, and aboriginal face paintings that were alive and glowing with energy. (Maybe third eye opening???)

As I turn to look at the clock, the sound of my hands moving on the bedsheets echoed for about ten seconds, increasing in volume and intensity as it went on. It sounded -very- metallic and alien. I also had a very high pitched ringing in my ears for the first minute of the trip.

When I closed my eyes I fell into a trance, and I saw the most beautiful, intricate, complex, and multi-colored geometric prisms of light. They also moved and flowed like liquid jelly. The deeper I got, I had feelings of unity with everything and feelings of infinite love towards me and everything.

As I watched the shapes bend and twist, I became absorbed by intense feelings of blissful love. As I became totally absorbed, I experienced ego death. I reminded myself to just let go of fears of dying, insanity, and toxicity of the drug. I completely surrendered, and I became one with the love I was feeling. I had the feeling that all of normal reality is an illusion, like a dream. Everything is just a physical manifestation of Love. I also realized that God is just another name for Love. God is Love. I had realizations that we are all One Loving Consciousness. Nature is 'God'. People are the first creatures on Earth to realize that we are God, that we create our own reality. I also realized that this Love is pure, high vibration energy. If we don't have enough Love in our lives, we will be living at a low vibration, and be sad, depressed, anxious, crazy, etc. The final realization I had was that since the only thing actually real was this infinite Love, 'I' am an illusion. My ego is not real.

DMT changed my ways of thinking and my life for the better.

Exp Year: 2013	ExpID: 100195
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 23
Published: Apr 9, 2020	Views: 762
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