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How It Changed Me
MDMA
by Ava
Citation:   Ava. "How It Changed Me: An Experience with MDMA (exp101010)". Erowid.org. Jul 29, 2018. erowid.org/exp/101010

 
DOSE:
200 mg oral MDMA
BODY WEIGHT: 55 kg
How MDMA Changed Me

I'm feeling free. I'm feeling fulfilled. Most important I finaly feel happy. I see and understand this world more clearly now. I understand feelings I didn't want to understand before. They are part of who I am now. I opened my body and my mind to this world and it's people. To it's beauty. Like I was blind before it and now I can finaly see this beutiful world. I realized how some completely irrelevant problems were stressing me and binding me to live my life. My mind and my thoughts are directed only to things and people who make my life happy.

My life has never been so close to perfection like these past few months. I changed my attitude towards people, love, happiness, beauty and peace. I reached the condition of complete inner stability. I realized this world and this life are beautiful, you just have to open your eyes.

Exp Year: 2013ExpID: 101010
Gender: Female 
Age at time of experience: 20
Published: Jul 29, 2018Views: 827
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MDMA (3) : Therapeutic Intent or Outcome (49), Glowing Experiences (4), Unknown Context (20)

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