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The Candyland Dollhouse
DMT
Citation:   TheMaster. "The Candyland Dollhouse: An Experience with DMT (exp101222)". Erowid.org. May 14, 2018. erowid.org/exp/101222

 
DOSE:
85 mg IM DMT (liquid)
BODY WEIGHT: 190 lb
[Erowid Note: The dose described in this report is very high, potentially beyond Erowid's 'heavy' range, and could pose serious health risks or result in unwanted, extreme effects. Sometimes extremely high doses reported are errors rather than actual doses used.]
Prior Experience: 2C-C, 4-HO-MET, Methylone, 2C-B, 5-MeO-DALT, Psilocin, MDMA, 5-MeO-MIPT, 2C-P, 2C-E, 25i-NBOMe, LSD, JWH-210, JWH-018, 25c-NBOMe, DXM, THC, 6-APB, DOB, DOC, TMA-1, 2C-I, DMT

Before starting I did my usual preparations for psychedelics: created an appropriate playlist of pleasant music, a comfortable bed, and some mood lighting. Then, I carefully injected 85mg of DMT fumarate into the muscle in my upper arm.

It takes about 7 minutes to come up. The drug comes up strong but didn't run me over like the IV dose had, and wasn't as potent. I spent most of my experience in what I call 'The Candlyland Dollhouse'. Everything looked fake. I felt like I was in a dollhouse, my computer looked like a toy, or something for display that didn't function, as did everything. My gf's face looks fake, like shes wearing a mask, and everything feels synthetic. Every object I own that performs a function looks like a toy, and the walls look of plastic with slowly moving colored patterns on them. Everything looks bizarre, and I find walking around impossible at this point, as my body feels heavy, almost dead, like my other DMT experience.

I close my eyes, but I didn't go anywhere. I did however, feel as though I could peek outside the dollhouse, I looked in to the next plane where superior ascended beings exist, all I could see were colored lines and patterns against bright white but I could feel the presence of other beings, who noticed me, but didn't think much of my presence. As a cat might think of a human looking at it, smiling, and moving on.
I could feel the presence of other beings, who noticed me, but didn't think much of my presence. As a cat might think of a human looking at it, smiling, and moving on.
These beings had evolved beyond our petty human problems, and lived in a world of perpetual happiness and joy, but it may have been an illusion, put up for my amusement by these advanced creatures. I felt like maybe they had built the dollhouse I was in. I was in this state for what felt like nearly a solid hour, and enjoyed it thoroughly. I only briefly felt an unpleasant sensation of being incredibly insignificant.

Half an hour in I begin to come down, and am able to walk around and observe things more closely, though no matter how closely I look at something, it still appears to be a toy. I go to the mirror in the bathroom and put my hands on either side of it, staring at myself.. and then I felt a jolt, like a small electric shock and I had the ineffable sensation that I had swapped places with the person in the mirror; this happened several times before I got a bit spooked and walked away. Walking is difficult and requires much concentration, so I decide to sit back down. I close my eyes and try to get a glimpse of the parallel plane again, but I'm no longer able to reach it. Just random patterns against a black background.

Exp Year: 2013ExpID: 101222
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: 22
Published: May 14, 2018Views: 2,174
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DMT (18) : Small Group (2-9) (17), General (1)

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