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I Went Blind
Citation:   CHriss DEvinee. "I Went Blind: An Experience with Methoxetamine (exp101592)". Erowid.org. May 15, 2019. erowid.org/exp/101592

  repeated inhaled Methoxetamine
I Went Blind in the M-Hole

So I got my hands on some MXE from an anon I went to an Intensive outpatient program with. Anon offered me it because it did not come up on our weekly drug test, she had been doing it and they havent caught her.
Much thereafter I began consuming MXE for the next couple of weeks

Keep in mind the first couple of time I have tried this I have done moderate doses, not a heaping amount.

So to get started I had about 8 or 9 caps of MXE, I do not recall how much was in them. I drive to my brothers to start the trip.

I get to my brothers and give him and his gf both 1 cap each. They each snorted theres but by then I had built up a tolerance so I needed to snort 2-3 to get high.

3 caps later we are off... Off onto a winding road that came out of nowhere.

For the first 30-45 of the trip I had watched my brother and his gf trip out, they were being funny and acting all weird, considering it was her first time

I remember video taping my brother frozen in the middle of the room, right by the door, stuck like a tree saying ' I'm warrrrrrrrppppppinnnnnnggggggggg' warping somewhere beside that room definitely because 30 mins after that I was in a M-hole that would last hours.

I do not recall how much time elapsed from after I took the video to when I cam out of the M holem, but it seemed like an eternity. This is what I can remember.. Oh yeah and I guess I had taken all the mxe because there were no caps left. I kept looking for more but I had already eaten them

I guess at some point I was too fucked up so my brother laid my down on the couch in the living room. TV on, noone around, my bro and his gf went to sleep.
I felt like I was having an out of body experience laying on the couch... Think about it as me looking down at myself on the couch , but I was BLIND. The whole rest of the trip I was BLIND until out of the hole

I can remember feeling like an etheopian child, who was starving and hungry and malnourished, crawling on the ground becuase I was so weak and starved.. SCRAMBLING FOR A BOWL OF RICE.

I was starving, weak, trying to fight for a bowl of rice on the ground with god knows how many people were around me. I couldnt understand the language they were speaking and it felt like they were all hovering over me, waiting for me to die... I couldnt move, I couldnt see, All I could do was hear the sounds of crazy foriegn voices yelling at me while I was on the ground starved scrambling for a bowl of rice.

I came out of the hole in a terrible state.. I kept burping up gross tastes and it was so uncomfortable. BUt the tv was on and I'm guessing thats where the unfamiliar voice came from..

I came out of the hole and I was not myself, I was screaming at the family cat, saying wierd things, doing weird things talking in a wierd voice. It was just not myself.

The whole expierence was terrible, but I would like to try at a smaller dose again... As they were very pleasing and fun.

Exp Year: 2012ExpID: 101592
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: 19
Published: May 15, 2019Views: 1,111
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Methoxetamine (527) : Small Group (2-9) (17), Bad Trips (6), General (1)

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