DOSE:	25 mg	insufflated	2C-B
	2 hits		LSD
		smoked	Cannabis - Hash
	200 mg	insufflated	Ketamine
	2 joints/cigs	smoked	Cannabis - Hash

BODY WEIGHT:

205 lb

I insufflated roughly 35mg of 2-CB to begin my night and see how deep I could go on a solo trip. After two minutes I felt a rush and colours became vivid and orbs of light encircled me. I lay down and listened to music and dropped two tabs of LSD. When the acid kicked in my thoughts began to race. I was thinking of multiple scenarios and memories all at once in vivid detail and when I closed my eyes the fractal patterns spun faster than I could see and began to click into place like a Rubik's cube. Every time a section was completed the patterns would stretch out to reveal another in a different dimension and pull me closer. It felt as though I was falling deeper and deeper into parts of my mind that were lying dormant. The last segment spun much slower and more chaotically than the rest. It seemed to be a warning to snap out of it and not go any further. I concentrated on stopping it in the right place and eventually it shuddered and caved inward into a black hole like entity, pulling me along with it.

The place I entered was cold yet warm, devoid of all thoughts but at the same time swimming with them. As I breathed I could feel myself crashing against something. I was a storm. I could feel myself as the ocean slowly washing over a volcano and solidifying magma. I could feel myself turning into vapor and being spat out of the mouth of the volcano and then the moon creating a tidal pull and dragging me away from the shore. I snapped back into my body and sat stunned for several minutes before rolling two joints.The hash calmed the racing thoughts and brought out the visuals more. The walls were breathing and there was a constant low pitched hum of energy. I went to my room and set out several medium sized bumps of Ketamine.

After taking the Ketamine I began to lose all sense of who I was. I closed my eyes and the screech of metal on metal filled my head. My eyes began to move like a clock. Every second they would sharply turn a fraction clockwise. There was a casino full of people with no faces, only eyes. Every second one group of people at a table would look to the table to their left. It continued faster and faster until a giant fruit machine hit the jackpot. Only instead of coins, sand poured out, filling the casino the roof and then bursting the building.

I was in a field, the same field I had visited on my first K-hole. And a close friend was sitting across from me. We were at a chess table, and a game in play. I looked around confused and she asked me if I was alright. I looked down to my hands, they were wrinkled and covered in scars and callouses from years of labour. I didn't feel as if I was tripping, not even dreaming. It was the most vivid hallucination of my life. I stared at her and realised that we were old. Very old. The sun was setting in the sky and crimson rays illuminated the willow and oak trees jutting from the hedgerow in the distance. 'Is this real?' She moved her pawn to take my rook sitting at my end of the board and smiled. 'As real as anything is. You've always said it yourself, some men are born pawns..' She grabbed her queen that had been taken earlier in the game. 'But in this world or any other, the pawn has a choice to be whatever it wants, if it knows the game well enough.'

The sun began to grow dimmer and the field grew dark. She stood up from the board and stared into the sky as the stars began to appear. We stared up for a while and memories that I never had began to fill my head. Memories of several lives in many different times and places. I closed my eyes and was back in my room in bed. I lay there, not able to move because of the effect of the ketamine. My lungs felt like an escalator that I was walking down as they were going up. I felt frustrated at the fact that I couldn't reach the bottom in time. Eventually I felt steady enough to walk and rolled another two joints, I smoked them and waited until the rest of the stimulant effect of the acid had worn off and fell into a dreamless sleep.

Retrospective summary - I have experimented with psychedelics for around 4 months now. I have previously experienced MDMA, weed, psychedelic truffles, amphetamines, cocaine, ketamine, synthetic cannabis, mild opiates, salvia, MXE, DXM, LSD, Nbome (suspected) and 2C-B. This was by far the most intense and important night of my life. I learned a lot about myself and others. It has only been a couple of days since this experience, but I genuinely feel as if it has changed who I am.

Exp Year: 2013	ExpID: 101851
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 18
Published: Oct 22, 2016	Views: 2,783
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