Reality the Illusion
Citation:   Private. "Reality the Illusion: An Experience with 25i-Nbome (exp102088)". Oct 4, 2018.

T+ 0:00
1850 ug oral 25I-NBOMe (blotter / tab)
  T+ 1:00   smoked Cannabis (plant material)
  T+ 7:20   smoked Cannabis (plant material)
This trip was very powerful and profound and has changed my life forever in some ways I don't know yet. I have acquired some tabs and having a bad week and want to escape reality how I usually did at the time by just taking some tabs, smoking weed, tunes,movies etc. But little did I know that I was in for the most intense psychedelic storm. Previously in the week has not been so good for me been experiencing thoughts of depression, loneliness, suicide. But anyways this day was on a Sunday and was so far a normal cool day knowing that I didn't have school on Monday. So I originally kinda had this while trip plan so one of my buds was expecting me and that's that. So me around 12:00 meet up with one of my closest friends that would be tripping with me too, so I end up eventually taking 1 and three quarters of the mysterious 25i. I was having a pleasant body buzz quicker than all the other times I have par taken this chemical.

12:40 its kickin in pretty fucking hard, I'm seeing breathing walls, color patterns swirling in my vision and the only thing I kept thinking was damn, I gotta meet up with my friend soon because I was getting the feeling that reality was gonna crumble in front of my eyes, luckily I met up with my friend and I felt so relieved like I just got saved from my head being chopped off, but I was in and industrial negative looking place but anyways we head inside and I'm having a good time so far. To shorten the story up a bit my friends all end up frying with me but a few hours after.

1:00 the supernatural slowly starts to take play as 2 of my friends are puking and purging the 25i which originally made me laugh but then one of my friends kept saying negative stuff such as I dont feel to good and stuff like I dont now about this somethig is not right which consciously did not bother me but subcon was taking a huge toll.

1:35-40 I'm fucked up at this point but not quiet there yet so we decide to smoke and I decide to listen to music. This part of the trip gets hard to describe cause what happened to me was far beyond human comprehension. It all started with the music I was listening to trippy music like flatbush zombies etc but the lyrics in the songs were intense like every little word had so much meaning and I sat there frozen confused, and in very very very deep subconsious thinkin. From one reality to the next I was blacking out, experiencing loop thoughts, freaking out for like just 1 second, crying, which eventually led to the bad trip/PEAK

4:00-4:30 time has spun outta control along with me. To me I was going through life issues with friends, depression, love, parents and my whole life but to everyone else I looked as if I had snorted bathsalts and was having an excited delirum. After tripping about life I suddenly fell into one of the darkest places of my life.

5:00 experiencing what I thought was america being nuked/ world ending, and I also thought I had killed everyone of my friends I gave the tabs to. Scary shit. I thought america was being nuked because on my peak I just so happened to look at the t.v my friends were tuned into and just so happened to be north Korea army marching and shit like that and thats when it happended. My whole world just started melting in front of my eyes, every aspect and opinion gone everyting I ever knew gone and all there was left was infinity and 1/me/everything and at one point I thought I was experience the after life with one of my friends who was also trippin. This went on for like 30 min or so but the longer it was going on the more confused I got.

6:00 my trip wrapping itself all up into a bang. So after awhile of experiencing the after life I got a little scared cuz everything didnt make sense and I felt like I was trapped in some sort of limbo and I was scared and wanted to leave I kept snapping back and forth between reality and afterlife, but then at one point I hallucinated that I was bleeding everywhere. Very scary btw. But ya stuck in the limbo I ask my self the question, whats the meaning of all this, why am I here, why cant I just die already, then suddenly I started hallucinating hard as fuck in a way that I cant describe far beyond what I can describe like I couldnt even describe.

7;00-7;30 The Hallucination that changed me. What I'm about to describe you can choose to believe me or not. So what happened was kind like a movie/my hallucination but basically I hallucinated the story of life. Like first it started with and ocean on infinite confessions.then it showed my life and what I could be if I were on the right track it showed me my real friends were and whats important in life and then it showed that after everything is over, everything is going to be okay, so dont be sad and just be happy, life is short. This made me cry so fucking hard its the hardest I've ever cried and it somewhat seemed natural and forced at the same time. I felt as if I just learned the secret to the universe. But coming out of this I still believed that the world ended and we were in the afterlife. My friends house looked like heaven everything was super white bright and rainbowy and I had a feeling of bliss mixed with scrambled thoughts, so in this state I start talking for the first time in like 3-4 hours to my friends mom that new I was on drugs, my friend saved my life and told her it was salvia thank god haha. But ya I'm talking to her like telling her every drug I've done and shit then I slowly start to realise I'm not dead.

8:00-8:30 I feel drained and half way insane. I have a headache and I still somewhat here auditory hallucinations and I also decide to smoke some green, dumb idea because I needed to come down and all it was doing was dilating my pupils more. But for the rest of the night I was dead quiet not one word. At the time I had no idea what just happened, all I knew was that I had had a bad trip and lost a bit of control but long story short, I learned not to fuck with 25i, SET IN SETTING, be safe, and psychedelic's are not to be played with, treat it with respect. I'm happy to still be alive and have my piece of mind. I dont regret this experience cuz it has taught me alot about drugs, myself and other thing.

Exp Year: 2013ExpID: 102088
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: 16
Published: Oct 4, 2018Views: 1,632
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