Citation: NBOMBER. "My Last Dance with 25-B: An Experience with 25B-NBOMe (exp102226)". Erowid.org. Dec 12, 2014. erowid.org/exp/102226
Bear with me on this report, because so much of it was filled with anxiety and terror that much of it is hard to recount.
I've had my fair share of experiences in the past, having tried copious amounts of DMT, 25-I, and mushrooms. One friday night, having nothing to do, I decide to take 5 tabs (reported 1mg) of 25-B and trip out in my house. My usual dose is 4 tabs, as I've never tripped on something lower than that and after my first trip never had the urge too. The reason that I took 5 tabs this night is that I had tripped around 10 days ago, and I figured that due to the two weeks tolerance it would cancel out the extra tab.
I was wrong.
Within the first hour I knew I had bitten off more than I could chew. Once I started to come up (around the 1:30 hr mark) It became impossible to do my usual of focusing on enjoying my trip and music. I found myself for the first time frightened. I felt like I was having trouble breathing, as I could no longer feel the sensation of my chest rising and lungs expanding, and had to put my fingers under my nose just to check that there was still airflow. It felt like such a challenge to keep breathing that it forced me to take very big exaggerated breathes.
It was at this point I really lost all track of time. I tossed over the idea that I may have overdosed, but figured I could tough it out, I had come to grips in my intoxicated, fear full state, that I might die. That I might die alone, tripping in my basement. The thought was grimly comforting. I stayed in this state of fear until my visuals began to peak, at this point something clicked in my mind and I felt the biggest rush of happiness I've ever experienced. The visuals here where more intense than any of my dmt trips, each light source in my room was exasperating into different rays and swirling around my room and going into my eye. Along with many other distortions and hallucinations I had never had before, which during this time I kept thinking that there was no way I'd be able to articulate this trip to anyone else.
I'm not sure how long I was in that state, but at a point I thought I had reached enlightenment in my life. Looking at all the lights around me I found an extreme sense of motivation, ambition, and purpose. I thought I had somehow unlocked my full potential in my mind and that I would soon lead the world with my new found abilites. I stood up from my couch, and every standing position I took felt like it was being encased in stone for centuries due to how I would be remembered. I tried to play guitar, and even though it was horribly out of tune, it still sounded perfect (I can't even play guitar sober).
I wish I could go into more detail about this trip, but it's really straining my mind to think about it. I got no sleep that night and when I woke up clearly that motivation and purpose were gone. I had a very weird hangover type feeling that took me two days to get over.
It was preety fucking awesome and terrifying at the same time, I don't think I'll do 25B again because of it, and have even thrown around the thought of quitting all drugs.
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