What Once Excited... Does Not
Citation: transcendenttourist. "What Once Excited... Does Not: An Experience with Methiopropamine (exp102434)". Erowid.org. Dec 30, 2015. erowid.org/exp/102434
I am a 28 year old artist with a fairly logical and normal state of mind. I wouldn't consider myself to be paranoid and/or over the top. I am currently on no medication but have suffered from depression in the past.
I've done this drug before, many times in fact and whilst I always deny it is having any effect, it clearly does. I normally take this drug in a secure environment; just me and my girlfriend in our flat with nice music after some nice food. I have done it on 'nights out' as well whilst drinking but more often than not the effects of alcohol overlap any memory of the Methiopropamine.
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From the one gram of Methiopropamine; I would split the gram into 8ths and then focus on taking small doses from those 8ths until I felt something.
I would split the gram into 8ths and then focus on taking small doses from those 8ths until I felt something.
I would make small lines and then take them orally with a shot of juice, not a very nice taste so I would follow it with a small 'juice chaser'... (from concentrate, not pure). I continued to do this in 20-minute intervals (just in case) until I started to feel any effects.
The first effects are obvious.... Sweaty palms and pits; and a clammy mouth. Next I wanted to talk loads, feeling in a state of contentment. Talking for hours and hours watching videos and listening to songs with no real sense of proper nostalgia. These states of contentment peak every so often then gave me a sense of depression that literally lasts for about 3 seconds and then I grow content again. Arms sweaty, arms are heavy. No hallucinations but just a nice feeling of being happy and content.
When I try to urinate it trickles out, I cant 'squirt' or direct it as much as I normally can; its like I have no control of it coming out and at what speed. Also penis is shriveled. Overwhelming sexual urges, we go to the bedroom and there's lots of intimate stares and conversations but no real strong erections. Still the urges are there.
I am not tired and before I know it it's 6 in the morning and I haven't slept, nor does it feel like I have stayed up all night, I'm still having troubles urinating, getting an erection and my breath stinks. I'm happy though, just sitting there, talking rubbish to my girlfriend but feel content. I have troubles sleeping the night after too.
The day after my urinating is returned back to normal, I can get erections again but my breathe still smells, and I can feel the smell of Methiopropamine sweating out of me. I am tired now and my face shows it. My skin has dried out and left my face very dry and flaky, my arms are covered in red eczema-like marks and my scrotum has become very itchy. Due to the itchiness and scratching my skin has become very irritable especially my scrotum as it is soft tissue. I never really catch up on the missed sleep and my skin continues to be blotchy and dry for days afterwards.
Is it worth it?
It was, what was once fun and enjoyable is now painful and irritable.
what was once fun and enjoyable is now painful and irritable.
Try it maybe but don't go overboard, it's addictive.
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