Citation: Muffins. "First Time Doubt the Last: An Experience with Heroin (exp102542)". Erowid.org. Nov 2, 2020. erowid.org/exp/102542
I'm not new to drugs. I had experience with DXM, Marijuana, pills of all sorts, and cocaine. I had IV'ed cocaine many times, so I knew the IV process well. I had always wanted to try heroin but could never find it until one day a friend told me she had been on a two week binge on 'dope'.. So I asked if she could get me some. She agreed under the agreement that I would pay for all three of us. Seeing how I wanted to try it and had the spare cash, I agreed without a problem.
The drive alone was awful, anticipating this foreign 'amazing' experience.
We got a 'Bundle', which was 15 small blue packets, and the syringes.
When we got to the friend's house I decided to observe first. No heat was needed.. It dissolved near instantly with water.
I filled my syringe with 40 units of the water they had and then the friend's boyfriend informed me he had Hepatitis C and that I should not want to use the water they had. I emptied the syringe, broke it and got a new one and new water.
He suggested I use two packets while he used four and my friend used three. He proceeded to vomit violently after his injection which made me a little nervous.
I gently tapped the contents of the two packets onto a spoon, put 40 units of water in and mixed a little before putting in the cotton. I drew up the light brown solution, tapped the air out and located my favorite vein. I hit it right away and then slowly pushed the solution into my vein. At first I felt nothing, but as I capped my needle I felt tingles, a rush like nothing I've felt before..floating away and warm. It was about 5pm.
I sat down and enjoyed the rush. Not sure how long it lasted, as it was just too pleasurable to care. I had a little double vision and a lovely slight itch on my nose.
Then my friend asked if I could leave the room for a moment, so I did and proceeded to nod off in the living room with the TV on. It felt so wonderful and I realized why it was so addicting. Dangerous. Then I rejoined them and just couldn't stop smiling at how wonderful I felt.
I went home around 6:30pm and was still nodding a bit.. I vomited before going inside after a random bout of nausea. I felt the effects fade a little shortly after 7 and did one packet. The nodding returned but not before I had sex with my partner. It felt better than usual which I liked and about 45 minutes later I decided to nap, enjoying waking up every so often still feeling great and slightly itchy.
It's now 11pm and I've done another packet, vomited twice and am enjoying my last nod of the night. Having one more left, I doubt seeing it last more than 24hrs. It'll probably be gone by morning.
Would I do it again? Yes! But with an addictive personality I know to be careful.. I don't need an addiction as I've kicked my old cocaine addiction and don't want to go through the hell I've heard opiate withdrawal is. But that doesn't mean on rare occasions I can't enjoy a nod.
Heroin is no joke. Feels wonderful. Wonderful enough to drag me in and ruin my life. I sincerely hope I am able to keep it a recreational thing and not a habit!
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