Citation: Koala. "Bleeding Couches: An Experience with MDMA (Ecstasy) & LSD (exp103002)". Erowid.org. Sep 19, 2019. erowid.org/exp/103002
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A friend of mine had invited me along for a trip up to the desert to a rave out in the middle of nowhere. I had decided this would be my night to do whatever I wanted. My friend had told me if I wanted to take anything, to run it by her just to make sure no one was giving me anything shady.
About an hour into the evening, we'd met someone who had everything under the sun in his bag. She got into his stash of ketamine while I took a molly. About an hour and a half later, I took another from one of her friends who had driven us.
It was probably the most intense calm I had ever felt. I was able to sit and watch everyone dance and move and feel the beat radiate through my body. I remember looking to the sky and thinking that this is what peace with the universe feels like.
I remember looking to the sky and thinking that this is what peace with the universe feels like.
I also became slightly disassociated from my own body. I had no real interest in sex other than the idea of women. I'm a bisexual woman who leans towards men, so this was an odd one. I was chasing after a bunny girl most of the night who later told me after she was done tripping that she had a boyfriend. I didn't need food or feel any kind of hunger, though I kept up on my water intake.
The come down was gradual, and I had torn apart one side of my mouth throughout the night. Most of the drive home, I felt this emptiness in me and a headache that left me very quiet.
We'd gotten some LSD from some of the people up at the rave as well, and I thought to myself, fuck it. I wanted this weekend. Not quite sure how much I took, I remember it being a small blue tablet, button sized.
For the most part, I felt unaffected around people. I felt more introspective and focused. The girls with us seemed to be tripping out much harder than I was, and we built a tent in their living room.
When people began to fall asleep after two days of being awake, then the real effects kicked in somewhere around 3 hours after ingestion. My mind started to wander and I laid back against a couch ottoman. Looking up into the ceiling suddenly became The Rite Of Spring from Fantasia and I began to see the creation of the universe. It morphed and became the creation of the Minecraft universe. Soon, Creepers began to march towards me, mutated and twisted through a swampland.
I sat up and worked to calm myself, knowing that I was hallucinating. The final moment when I realized that I needed noise and stimulation was when I glanced down to the couch next to me and blood began to leak out the bottom and pool on the carpet. The droplets then jumped from the carpet and began to head towards me.
I've not tried either since. I think I could try E once more, but I think LSD will be off my list of things to do.
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