DOSE:

90 mg

smoked

Salvia divinorum

(extract)

BODY WEIGHT:

260 lb

I’ve done this a few times before (3 months ago) with wonderful results (although emotionally cathartic) as my intentions were to specifically clear up residual crap emotionally from past abuse, trauma, etc. Due to the low dose, I did not use a sitter, and have not since my first use of Salvia extract.

My room feels like a comfy niche so I started playing my hand drum, and make up a song on the fly expressing my gratitude and thankfulness of past results, this gift from Gaia to help me get all my shit together, even when it feels scary. After doing that for 20 minutes, my spirit felt very encouraged to take the journey and to see what Truth I needed to know for that moment.

It is best not to have any noises or distractions at all (not even the jarring kind). I did my prayer with deep breaths, got my eye shades on and began with Salvia 20x extract. This occurred around 6pm. I was intimate hours prior to that, but it was of necessity, gave myself 3 hrs to come down from that and prepare.

There was the quick onset of numbness throughout my body, seeing fading fractals going in and out of view, images came to me in the form of 3 beings outlined in the earthy gold, red and black outlines, the one standing to the left of me did an animated hand sign to let me know when to inhale more of the substance via water pipe, which I did.

Immediately there were two others, just as animated as if to thank me for coming back there was a effervescent happiness emanating from them all. The one I saw to the right of me was holding out a mushroom with the stem pointing towards me, that looked like a psylocibin type and it was in a very light fractal that it looked like I would see it on this side of reality with my bare hand. I saw its long white stem, proportionately small cap and tan coloring atop of it. I’ve seen pics of it before and left it at that wondering out loud, ‘Are you giving me a referral?’ I thought, wow, thanks much I’ve never seen that done before.

I felt a resounding yes, and due to the way Salvia has been extracted and what my specific needs are, I was advised to go for natural, raw, un-extracted and un-synthesized substances. This is not to say that any substances are ‘less than’ when it’s changed or synthesized in order to meet the psychoactive need, but it was only addressing **my** specific need. The images and impressions disappeared leaving me yet very lucid.

The thought came to me that entheogens are an interwoven network of consciousness and they communicate with each other no matter what classification or type it is. I saw a red net a few inches or so over my head as if I was looking in a mirror, it appears to be the barrier I want to permanently break through. I did have the question about the reason for the referral, thus was my answer.

That’s pretty cool botanical intranet, huh? I wonder if they take notes (or Triage) based upon who have come to them to either escape reality, party, numb the pain or the get our shit together, helping our souls to be and work through wherever we’re at. That’s compassionate, even when it doesn’t go well I suppose.

I would think so as they’ve existed since time immemorial why would they not know my energy? My only quandary is that it’s not legal where I live ...:( bummer.

After pondering all of that, I crashed into a deep sleep.

Exp Year: 2014	ExpID: 103832
Gender: Female
Age at time of experience: 46
Published: Apr 27, 2019	Views: 579
[ View PDF (to print) ] [ View LaTeX (for geeks) ] [ Swap Dark/Light ]
Salvia divinorum (44) : Entities / Beings (37), General (1), Alone (16)