The Edge of Existence
by Snow
Citation:   Snow. "The Edge of Existence: An Experience with Methoxetamine (exp103909)". Oct 13, 2016.

100 mg   Methoxetamine
I dived in.

Too far

... all

..... pathways...

........ lead to a door....

............ the door that has no hinge.....

........ deepest hallow unwinds....

..... WE break through...

... bliss

The necessity of feeling infinity brought me here. But I have to stay. It's soothing... Calming. The warm reverence to the Divine.

I won't tell you what brought me here.. Just the story of how it came to be.
A regular afternoon, storms are brewing
It calls me... I answer.
I can have the power of the Gods without restraint... Who could resist an offer of this magnitude?
I fall in, memories of the past and creation of the New combine.


Desire in the purest form.

Entire worlds created with energy that flows through us all

hope of eternity.

it is there.

......... But a voice rises in the shallow depths...

When you communicate with Him all else is droned out of existence.

It is you two in the void.

Enthralled by His charisma and wisdom you fall ever deeper.

Charm in His voice sways you

The dream of ultimate power.

You are in His presence... the full being

'6;Imminent death

Total control of my consciousness, my soul is overRidden with malevolence.

It feeds me..

the truth is here


th e ho le

Exp Year: 2014ExpID: 103909
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: 18
Published: Oct 13, 2016Views: 1,510
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