Citation: Acid999. "Met Myself as a Girl: An Experience with 25C-NBOMe (exp104329)". Erowid.org. Aug 3, 2016. erowid.org/exp/104329
Setting: An empty schoolhouse
25C-NBOME - 1 blotter
I had done my research and prepared myself mentally and logistically. I roughed up my gums a bit with a toothbrush and headed of to a nearby school which I had access to (it was the weekend, the whole place was confirmed empty except for me).
T=0:00 - Popped 1000ug blotter and sat down in the library reading a The Far Side comic and listening to soft music. I tried not to swallow any saliva and swished the blotter around in my mouth. A metallic numb taste was immediately noticeable.
T=0:15 - Starting to feel a little anxious and Nauseous... I was too anxious to read at this point so I put the book down and just paced back and forth in the hall.
T=0:25 - Starting to see some visual signs, everything in my peripheral vision is wiggling and the room seems to breath in and out.
T=0:40 - Metallic taste is making me too nauseous so I swallow blotter. Nice visuals at this point and I can see patterns and fractals forming.
T=1:00 - Full blown visuals. I put on my headphones and lay down on the couch. Music sounds absolutely incredible! My entire body is shivering and shaking randomly. I feel like I can control the shaking but it feels good so I let it go on naturally. I can't hold onto thoughts for longer than a about half a min so typing on my iPod is extremely difficult. I decide to forget about documenting my experience and just try to relax and enjoy the trip.
I decide to forget about documenting my experience and just try to relax and enjoy the trip.
I close my eyes and lay there for about 3 hours just listening to music and watching the amazing equalization show in my head as it dances to the music.
T=4:00 - I get a craving for something sweet and walk around the school looking for a candy to suck on. I am having profound spiritual thoughts that I would have loved to write down but for the life of me couldn't type anything on my small iPod screen. I sat down in the teacher's chair and it seemed like I was sucked into her reality, I could feel the power and ego boost she got from teaching the younger children who obeyed her every command, and the school newsletter that featured her on the front page that would normally be so insignificant to me was a big deal to her.
I put off the music and just focus on my thoughts. For some reason my self talk consists mainly of stereotypical characters; an angry Asian that reminded my of the Japanese reporter from family guy and a lot of Yankee slang like: y'know what I'm sayin, aint nuthin ya'll can do about it, etc. I think of everything in a crude, farmer kind of way (maybe because I grew up on a farm). When I think of eating I get visuals of farmers without table etiquette just devouring raw foods like apples with there bare hands, no forks or knives. Strange.
T=5:00 - I feel myself coming down a bit from the peak, so I leave the school and hunt up a buddy. He doesn't know I'm tripping and we go smoke a bowl of weed. Wow! I'm peaking again, more strongly than before. I start shaking a bit so I take off before my buddy figures out something's up. He would be cool with it but for some reason I am super paranoid about him finding out. I head down to a nearby lake and just sit there staring at the trees and wildlife morphing and warping into fractal images. The horizon on the other side of the lake looks exactly like pixel art of a mix of old Nintendo games I used to play like pokemon, zelda, and super mario. If I stare long enough I can see mario jumping around and wrecking havoc.
Lots of subconscious thoughts are getting brought up to the surface and I get a strong sensation of Yin/Yang male/female polarities. Its kind of hard to describe and I tried to write some details down at the time but I was tripping too much and gave up after about 8 attempts.
Now here is the most profound experience of the entire trip. After thinking about male/female polarities for a bit I felt a female version of me suddenly just pop into existence. I could feel and see her clearly; she had gorgeous long flowing hair and beautiful skin/lips. I felt her personality, she was very fun and witty, like if I had been born a girl, that's who I would be and look like. I rationalized that maybe I was a girl stuck in a guys body, since I am a bit feminine and have had homosexual thoughts before.
I conversed with my female side and she gave me heck for not grooming and taking care of myself as much as I should have. We talked about a lot more stuff but I can only vaguely remember any of it.
T=8:00 - Still seeing small amount of visuals but the trip is almost over. I head home and fall asleep after tossing and turning for about half an hour.
Next Day: Feeling great. I miss my female version of me...
Overall the trip was very enjoyable and will definitely be doing 25C-NBOME again in the future :)
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