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The Torus Inside God's Machine
Changa (Smoked MAOI & DMT)
by Arturo
Citation:   Arturo. "The Torus Inside God's Machine: An Experience with Changa (Smoked MAOI & DMT) (exp104396)". Erowid.org. Nov 12, 2017. erowid.org/exp/104396

 
DOSE:
  smoked Changa (plant material)

BODY WEIGHT: 85 kg


Changa from Amazonas
[Reported Dose: 'a big one']

First a giant white LED egg started forming around me, I was scared and couldn't stop thinking of my loved ones, then I passed through a grid and felt I was falling (or catapulted) in the void. I passed through a huge tunnel and founded an infinite space with mandalas, a flower and lots of sacred geometries, the most incredible voyage I had in all my life, just because no one is able of imagining such incredible place.

Then I travelled a lot but I can't really remember anything in detail, I travelled like thousands of years. Then lots of colorful spheres jumped over me, then there was this wall of moving spheres. I then realized that I was inside a Giant Torus and a infinite amount of spheres were moving and flowing around the torus shape. I knew that was some kind of infinite machine or some kind of infinite god, I understood how life works and how wrong I was about so much things.

When I came back I knew I had to stop with chemical drugs, cigarettes and meat. The 20 days after my experience I felt extremely touched and thinking about it all the time. Now 4 months later I feel better, more focused, more connected with people around me, my depression is gone, I really feel I was touched by some kind of god and all my things and work are working much much better now.

I think I have some kind of mission, I am crazy? I dont know, but I feel in peace and I know that I am doing the right thing. Can't really talk about this with all my friends, but I feel I have a mission, a simple everyday mission with myself and everybody around me.

I still have a dose to go back there, but I think God gave me a lot of homework to do. Maybe one day if I feel lost or without hope I'll go back.

I Feel blessed and thankful

Exp Year: 2014ExpID: 104396
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: 40 
Published: Nov 12, 2017Views: 1,391
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Changa (816) : Combinations (3), Therapeutic Intent or Outcome (49), Depression (15), General (1), Unknown Context (20)

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