DOSE:

insufflated

Methoxetamine

(daily)

BODY WEIGHT:

200 lb

So to start out I am 19 years old and have been using various drugs since I was about 14 years old. I began to use drugs in the social setting with my friends. Nowadays I use drugs either because I'm bored, or because I want to have a 'spiritual' experience, for that I use psychedelic drugs.

I began to get bored with my life again and thought I would browse the internet to see what legal highs I could come upon, since I no longer hung out with my druggie friends, and could not get a hook up for any illegal drugs. I found 'research chemicals' and learned that basically there are new drugs that are not illegal yet because not enough people use them, or there is not enough information on it yet for it to become illegal. I ordered various 1g samples of different Research chemicals, one cannabinoid, one amphetamine analog, and a gram of MXE. I began to try the cannabinoid and instantly hated it because it made me paranoid and just felt overall shitty so I stopped using it, the amphetamine anolog one was ok at first but the crash made it not worth the high I got from it. So basically both of those were horrible and were a waste of time for me. Then I came upon my MXE baggy with low expectations based on the other two I had tried, I weighed out about 10m line and snorted it. Ten minutes later I was so surprised at how beautiful the high was. I slowly leaned back in my chair and cracked a smile staring out my bedroom window.

I very quickly began to use it everyday, all day. It made everything more bearable and interesting, I could browse the internet for hours and be completely interested in everything I was reading or watching. It made my videogaming experience more fun, and it made movies almost ten times better. I watched a shit load of movies high on MXE, and it was awesome. I weirdly started to want to take care of myself better, I was suddenly drinking water all day and eating healthier, and I had no idea why I was doing this, I just felt that surge of self confidence and self worth. I felt like the guy from the movie Limitless, where he takes the magic pill and has all of the confidence and patience in the world to do anything he wanted. I was that guy for 3 months..... Or at least I convinced myself I was awesome.

So after the first gram, I ordered 3 grams and went through that in the second month of use, gradually using more to get that same invincible high. Eventually I ran out of the 3 grams and ordered 5 grams off the same vendor. Over the third month I had even more fun. I wasn't going outside much because I had everything I needed with a line of MXE and my beloved computer.

Eventually I noticed my high tolerance and decided to flush the last gram down the toilet and haven't touched it since. It's been about a month and a half. There was NO COMEDOWN AT ALL. I never felt slightly depressed or anxious at all. I thought I might have done some slight bladder damage or inflammation because I was peeing more throughout the day then I noticed before. I'm not sure if I did any damage or not, it hasn't bothered me much so I don't really care.

I've decided to order another gram and use it more sparingly, maybe once every 2 or 3 days till I run out again, then take another month or so break from it.

[Reported Dose: '10mg-100mg daily']

Exp Year: 2014	ExpID: 104514
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 19
Published: Jan 13, 2016	Views: 3,885
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