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The Way Out of Autism
Various (especially 25I-NBOMe)
Citation:   Dr._Thurston. "The Way Out of Autism: An Experience with Various (especially 25I-NBOMe) (exp105109)". Erowid.org. Dec 17, 2014. erowid.org/exp/105109

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DOSE:
600 ug   25I-NBOMe
BODY WEIGHT: 230 lb
Heres my life story in a nutshell.

I used to have mild autism. It was a hell of overstimulated meltdowns.

First thing I discovered was Vipassana, by accident... But soon I could navigate the inner realm as good as a 7th-level tibetan monk. I only discovered later the source of the abilities, though, and went through much confusion and crap.

In college I tried cannabis and found the bong to be the bomb. Most healing thing ever. Until research was done recently, I felt like a depraved drug addict though. Now I feel free.

Later on, I focused on my heart chakra at a club and it worked as well as any MDA. I'm serious. For I tried it later and it compared. The same receptor systems are involved!

Then I decided that psychedelics should get involved. 1 mg of 2c-c-nbome. Was amazing. Dangerous but amazing. Chonyid in all its glory, fractal tiles and all calling for bases in the sidpa layer....

Got hit with a huge acid dose at a festival. Saw all three planes. Only later did I get a hold of Leary's masterpiece. Thats built into the receptor system for DMT - chikai, chonyid, and sidpa.

Then I found that DOI evaporated my social anxiety and enabled me to hold down a job. Makes the sidpa plane noticeable so you can focus on that.

At this point someone informed me the ability to roll using meditative talent is known as radiance. Suddenly I started composing music on my comp. 2 albums came out of it..

2,5-I. Dangerous again, but I won. Made it a point that year to see the light, and BAM

Everything came into utter focus. All of reality. +4 on the Shulgin-McKenna scale all night seeing through reality like a seven layer bardo burrito. (I include McKenna because +1 to 5 usually corresponds to how many mushrooms you ate)

The aftereffect was that I became permanently more socially accepted off the bat. Everything was still open to me, and still is. I dont have any of the negatives of autism anymore after my shamanic quest through our local rave scene.. Took me like a year to figure out I'd done it because you see, for me, that was uncharted territory. I was in denial a lot of my life about the condition, thought it a threat to civilization. But no. A punctuated equilibrium is happening and we are all becoming potential gurus and shamans.

We just need the proper training. Some cultures meditate for 7 years, the people of the Amazon train for years to conduct the hoasca ceremony... I mixed both and learned in the end the same receptor was to blame, the one for DMT.

Before, I was flailing in both the physical and astral. Now I have command of it and access to the top. Still hyper intelligent. Its beautiful.

Curiously enough, if I remember anything that happened before 2,5I it looks kinda like a video game, but I recall my past existences much better. Only recommend a few visits to that one though. First time was the best.

Exp Year: 2014ExpID: 105109
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: 31
Published: Dec 17, 2014Views: Not Supported
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