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I FIgured Out Craziness
by Jerry
Citation:   Jerry. "I FIgured Out Craziness: An Experience with AL-LAD & MDMA (exp105411)". Jul 13, 2017.

500 mg   MDMA
  200 ug   AL-LAD


I started off The night by going to a bonfire with my friends we start drinking and then I broke out a bag of MDMA that I got from a city in Northern California. Things get crazy and we started to get a little more drunk we had a designated driver and they drove us home. We were all starting to come down from the mdma 14 but I'll still wiry. We thought this was going to be the end of our night. Then one of my friends says hey man I've got some AL-LAD do you guys want to give it a try. All the girls said no they were done for the night so me and two of my other friends decided why not let's keep the Party rolling.

About 45 minutes goes by and we start to come up or watching TV and we all start laughing because we know we're about to be tripping. About an hour sets in and full on visuals start. I had eaten more MDMA that my friend and was starting to feel kind of tweaky. I was trying to explain to my friends how I was feeling and what I was thinking about I kept getting trapped, taking myself deeper, into a hole hitting every corner on the way down. Everything that came out of my mouth was nonsense. But my brain was working on full blast thinking faster than my brain could keep up. I started to think about craziness I started to try and understand craziness I don't know why it just wouldn't go away.

Towards the end of the trip as a visuals are fading my brain is still pondering on the fact of how crazy people work. Then I figured it out, I figured out craziness, I figured out insanity. I felt as if though I understood insanity because I was insane; and that I was Insane because I understood insanity. At this very moment my whole life felt like a clapped. I came outside of my body and felt like I was third person, like I was a new person, but an insane one.

For the next 20 hours I felt weird and strange, not like your average end of trip. I felt as though I realized what I was and thought I was going to die, it was crazy. I've tripped since then and that's really my only profoundly negative trip. Questions, I determined, are what triggered it. There is a lot to learn with psychedelics but I;ve learned they can show me a dark side of I look for it. I still after this trip, like AL-LAD it's very similar to lsd but feels almost similar to dmt patterns.

Exp Year: 2014ExpID: 105411
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: 21 
Published: Jul 13, 2017Views: 1,612
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