DOSE: T+ 0:00	450 ug		AL-LAD
T+ 2:00	600 mg	oral	Pharms - Quetiapine

BODY WEIGHT:

170 lb

This is my third time with AL-LAD. I've had a few other psychedelic substances (AB-FUBINACA, AB-CHMINACA, STS-135, 5F-PB-22, XLR-11, 4-Acetoxy-DMT, 5-MeO-DALT, and LSZ). I've used AL-LAD in different dosages before (150ug and 300ug) and I've combined it with another psychedelic before (LSZ). I don't know what could have gone wrong here.

9:00 PM Friday - I was happy all day and looking forward to this trip. I was all alone so nothing would interrupt my trip. With set and setting good, I got the AL-LAD out. Dropped AL-LAD, the blotter papers were unusually small and thick, but they still had the trademark 'AL-LAD' on the front and the chemical structure on the back. It tasted off, but nothing too bad or noticeable.

9:30ish - Unusually fast first alerts, I usually get them about an half an hour after dropping. Even though I ate two or three hours beforehand, it still hit me faster than it ever has before. I was listening to one of my favorite songs and I started to notice distortion. The volume went up without me touching it and the song would go faster, rewind, or 'separate' the vocals from the instrumental (the best way I can describe it is to say it was as if the instrumental's volume got lowered and sped down while the vocal's volume got raised and sped up).

9:50ish - By this time, I could barely think. I had hallucinations that I was texting or writing on Facebook when I’d either a) not have written anything at all and just stared at a screen the whole time or b) written completely incoherent mashes of letters and numbers

10:30: - I was freezing cold. This is usual for all of my psychedelic trips. Even though it was warm (prior to my trip), I felt cold all over my body and I start to shiver.

11:00 - Nightmarish visuals begin. At first, it starts of as rainbow rings around my computers charger lights. But the rings spread to everything. As they spread, the rings spread and give a dirty/evil feeling. I get afraid immediately.

11:?? - Eventually, the rainbow rings turn into a gigantic rainbow grid and back into rings again (this transformation goes on the entire trip). While that was happening, I was getting these horrifyingly bad paranoid thoughts. Those paranoid feelings eventually subside though.

11:?? - While the rainbow rings/grids were still transforming, the fear of people harming me goes away. Now I’m overwhelmed with the feeling of the rainbow objects themselves hurting me.

11:?? - By this time, I realized that even though I was trying to redirect the trip by changing the setting and the music, it wasn't working. I could barely move, it was difficult to even scroll up a window on my computer. There were brief moments where I had clarity, could think, and act on my thoughts. At that point it became obvious this trip wasn't going to go well since my physical strength seems to be going away. So, I decided to abort the trip. I took 600mg of Seroquel to abort it. It did not work. It started to feel like I was dying, because it became difficult for me to breathe, I was sweating buckets but still freezing cold, and I could barely stand.

11:?? - I tried taking a shower. The shower only made it worse. I immediately became claustrophobic in the shower. The water turned into blood, it felt like it was thick as blood too. The walls of the bathroom became covered in rainbow grids and circles, and it felt as if the bathroom quadrupled in size and its lights doubled in brightness and intensity.

11:?? - At this point, my mind was gone. I went out of the shower as fast as I could and laid in my bed, still soaking wet and not clothed. I was just kept going through thought-loops. I tried forcing myself to go to sleep but that made it worse.

1?:?? Saturday - Every so often, the trippy feeling disappeared and I could think for a minute or two.

12:20 - I asked my best friend to call me. IRL I didn’t pick up although I hallucinated that I did.

12:?? - The hallucinations were getting worse. Music that was supposed to have helped me calm down was getting distorted to the point where it sounded evil. It seemed like even though the OEVs and the audio distortions were getting worse, the CEVs were disappearing.

12:?? AM - I could no longer move my body at all. I couldn't even think of moving my body. The Seroquel still hadn't hit me yet, so I don't know what caused that feeling. I've only had the feeling that I couldn't move once, on 4-Acetoxy-DMT but that was because I didn't want to move. In this instance, I wanted/needed to move but I couldn't. My arms and legs wouldn't do anything even though I kept trying to make them work.

12:?? AM - I was in horrible pain (I can't remember what was in pain though) and still afraid of the rainbow grids and circles. The CEVs returned in the form of bursts of unnatural light (it was dark in my room, I turned off my computer and my phone had died by this time).

1:?? AM - At some point, I fell asleep. The Seroquel probably did that, and I'm glad it did. Without me being knocked out, it would have probably gotten worse from there.

Sunday:

3:00 AM - I slept all day Saturday and woke up for only half an hour to go to the bathroom, plug in my phone, and respond to texts/emails.

6:30 AM - Despite the trip being over, I'm still experiencing hallucinations. The most noticeable ones are auditory hallucinations. Visually, letters are still dancing, anything white or lightly colored gets visual snow on it, and I'm still seeing rainbow circles/grids and bright white tracers. I don't know what made this trip so wildly different from the others.

Exp Year: 2015	ExpID: 105670
Gender: Female
Age at time of experience: 23
Published: Oct 20, 2016	Views: 3,375
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