DOSE: T+ 0:00	12 mg	oral	5-MeO-MIPT	(capsule)
T+ 1:30	1 hit	smoked	Cannabis	(plant material)
T+ 1:30	1 mg	oral	Etizolam
T+ 2:30	1 hit	smoked	Cannabis	(plant material)
T+ 4:30	1 hit	smoked	Cannabis	(plant material)
T+ 4:30	4 mg	smoked	5-MeO-MIPT	(powder / crystals)
T+ 6:00		smoked	Cannabis	(plant material)
T+ 6:30		oral	Alcohol - Beer/Wine	(liquid)
T+ 10:00	10 mg	oral	4-HO-MET	(capsule)

BODY WEIGHT:

67 kg

Background Info
Experience Log:
First psychedelic I used was lsd, 3 years ago, and spent 1 year digesting and absorbing her. After that since last 2 years, I have experimented with many psychedelics (approx. 30 trips, only 3-5 being lucy ). Last trip was with lsd 10 days ago.

Mindset/Setting/Preparations
A normal period in my life. No extreme emotions. I have a nice view from my windows covering the whole wall. I never trip on empty stomach since I can’t stand being hungry. I always have a big bowl of mixed fruits beforehand. I don’t like sticking to a place when I’m tripping, I usually start at home and see where it takes me.

Substances used: 5-MeO-MiPT(foxy), Etizolam, 4-HO-MET(metocin), Cannabis

The Experience
(-2:00, just woke up to a sunday, northern side of the world but sun is directly shining in my room. Had various substances the night before in small amounts, like a solid cocktail made of stims,ecstasy and some dissociatives, they are working their slight hangover on me as headache but luckily, mary jane is legal here. After the hit, I make myself a nice breakfast, lots of bacon, butter, eggs and freshly baked bread. I am pushing the limits of being full. I ate literally too much.

Origin (00:00)
The sun is insistently shining into my room. Sunday 16:00. It’s now obvious the nature is calling me. My duty in general is to respond these calls in the most appropriate way. So here we go;

Yesterday night I was supposed be at a psychedelic trance event but the weather called it off. I had my nice shiva blotters with me as well but this time I wanted to feel the etizolam breeze in the psychedelia.

-I put 12 mg’s 5-MeO-MIPT in a capsule and swallow it. I have had many various dose trials with this substance and once I learned how to control it, it is like being the small kid playing around the psychedelia recklessly.

+00:45
I fell asleep watching BBC’s Africa-Cape episode. But I had the feeling that all the cells in my body wanted to go to sleep at that time. Comfortably numb. By the way, this is the first time I sleep on a come up.

+01:30
I wake up but I am dancing at the same time because there is a nice song playing loud outside. Synchronicity. I dance rolling on the bed for like 5 minutes. As soon as I stand on my feet, I realize the annoying body load and I feel like exploding of anxiety. I am fairly ok when it comes to dealing with psychedelics but at that time I just wanted to shut everything off including the reality. I take a hit from the bong. Try to control the nausea but no. still killing me. I even tried masturbating (which was extremely deep and intense regardless to say). Nothing is helping. Perfect time to drop the 1mg etizolam. Again, synchronicity.

+02:00
I swallow 1 mg of etizolam. To make it clear, I don’t use etizolam on a daily basis, mainly for recreational purposes such as this one. I am still fighting with the body load which makes me want to drop from existence. But in 15 minutes, etiz is making its way to my brain. Cool. After the etiz kickes in, visual distortion is slight but everything is randomly vibrating in a weird way.

+02:30
Now, I made peace with the slight visual distortions, I can concentrate on a sight or anything I want to at this moment. Another hit from the bong. Bliss. When I first look at the view outside my window, I feel like I own the whole city. Pure Bliss. The kind that makes one want to flush all of one's stash. It’s like having a helicopter which you aren’t able to fly. Damn, it’s hard to learn flying one. But once one learns how to take off properly, one starts to realize the look around and see the world is just a playground. Just like that.

For the next two hours skyping with friends, laughing hysterically for some jokes, some deep thinking (occasionally) because the joy is so extreme you can only go deep in joy. And, etizolam smoothens everything by adding them some amount of euphoria. There is levitation nation playing in the background (shpongle). I am sure every one of us psychonauts have a “this is it” high, regardless of the substance used. Yeah, I was there a long time if I need to sum it up.

+04:30 I decide to prepare another bowl. But this time with 4mg’s of 5-MeO-MIPT sandwiched with amnesia haze on top, afghani in the bottom. After the hit, I tasted something plastic, obviously I was successful. As soon as I stood up, even to get one glass of water was a path with many obstacles. Exact definition of living the moment. Even the breath I take made me think about it. Complex but crystal clear headspace. Doesn’t bother me, just OK. But I have the chunky smile my face by default since I first ingested the major dose. I get a chance to socialize, future possible hook-up is there as well. I have to choose between going there or not. I choose not to go because I don’t want to interrupt this blissful night. Found some ice cream and cake around. Now, I am interested in playing with food rather than eating. At some points I was talking to the ice cream cone. Pretty fun stuff.

+05:30
Slightly fading but still extremely enjoyable. I wish this was a saturday night. I would just keep up with a couple of beers and a nice joint and have a good trip through the night.Anyway, enjoying music a lot at this point, even synesthesia at some points with the effect of the psychedelic withdrawing. I wish I was the musician I was purposed to be. Crystal Skulls (Western Rebel Alliance Remix) playing in the background.

+06:00
Smooth. Everything is still satisfying and I assume I am almost at the baseline.

+06:30
Keeping up with the herb. I am crystal-clear stoned. Will be leaving home to drink a couple of beers with some company. End of my trip for now, the rest of the night will sure be fun ;)

+10:00 I came back home, don’t feel sleepy and am still slightly tripping. After this I am creating a brand new time line starting from 00:00 with my new guest 4-ho-met.

00:00
Put 10mg of 4-ho-met to a gel capsule and swallowed it.

+00:15
Extreme sexual arousal came out of nowhere. In general, I get the sexual stimulation from the foxy after 2-3 hours of ingesting it but this time it was exceptionally late. Etizolam is the main suspect here but I am not sure of the mechanisms working in the background. Sexual thoughts are not likely to leave soon.

+00:30
Now chilled, everything I look at is trying to shift somewhere and I feel like somebody turned the lights on which I didn’t know there was before. Random flashing lights start to occur. Shadows jumping all over the room but I am neither scared nor feared.

+1:00
Watching BBC Africa-sahara episode. I am admiring and laughing at every funny movement of the animals. I look away for 10 seconds and colorful patterns appear everywhere I look. Life is nothing more than disco from now on. Lights flashing randomly. Every color around me is spoiled everytime I blink. I can clearly hallucinate. At some point, a friend I didn’t even think of for last 5 years appears as a shadow only with the face illuminated, he starts walking towards me, stares at me for a couple of minutes and disappears. I am not able to think on it like I am on LSD, I just watch it and give no reaction. I felt a bit of loneliness after he left, which disappeared in about a minute. And there is the sexual buzz of foxy already. Headspace is very blurry at this moment.

+3:00
Redosed 10 mg of 4-ho-met and just took a walk to get a strain of mj I really wanted to smoke at that moment. It was extremely windy and cold but I was just too satisfied with every sensory input. And lots of giggles accompanying the whole trip. Everything around me is changing colours in waves but in a fun way :) metocin is purely for fun. I practically cannot stop smiling because of the level of my atisfaction and how colorful everything actually is :)

+4:00
Spent an hour just looking at things around the view far far away from my window. Cinnamon cake and milk goes wonderful at this time :) I wanted to go out and mix among tens of people but I don’t think the society is ready for pupils this big yet. I am jumping among different genres of music, and at this moment I found electro house pretty satisfying :) (virus by martin garrix and moti). I can’t tell you how weird I feel because I am literally living! electro house on a psychedelic :) As I told before, metocin is pure fun. I would name it as the cocaine of psychedelics.

+5:00
The trip is over but my brain doesn’t feel fried. Just a little tired, there is still a little bit of euphoria. watched some documentaries and fell asleep after a 16 hour trip overall.

Just 1 mg of etizolam worked perfect both on the foxy and metocin, making both trips extra polished. I didn’t have any issues regarding my body during the whole experience. Only elevated heart beat but not to a dangerous level which went back to normal after 5 hours of ingesting foxy.


The next day
I felt tired when I woke up although I slept for 8 hours. I was feeling normal in first two hours but after I ate something and took a hit from the bong, I got slightly depressed. Depression builds up as the night proceeds. I decide to eat 3 grams of red vein maeng da kratom, normally it works like a charm on me, but this time nothing happened besides feeling more sleepy, but the depression and sad feelings were partially gone. I am pretty sure the hangover is caused by the length and combination of multiple substances. I have experiences with all of them separately before, didn’t face depression the next day like this in any of them.

I Love You All. Be Safe ;)

Exp Year: 2014	ExpID: 105839
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 24
Published: Jan 21, 2018	Views: 2,522
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