Citation: maaaaaan. "Greeted by Darkness: An Experience with Pharmahuasca (Syrian Rue & DMT) (exp106226)". Erowid.org. May 20, 2019. erowid.org/exp/106226
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I Have recently obtained a few grams of DMT and had never had a breakthrough experience. Curious one night, I decided to dose 3 grams of syrian rue seeds with my girlfriend an hour before smoking DMT.
The seeds were awful as always, I held chewed seeds in mouth under tongue and between teeth for 30 mins, swallowing all spit that formed in mouth. When the bitter alkaloid taste left I swallowed one bit of seeds and spit the rest out. I then proceeded to dose my GF. We used an oil burner pipe for administration. My girlfriend hit the pipe and was out for 15 mins. When she came to she said she thinks she blasted off but wasn't sure. It was my turn.
I hit pipe first with about 10 mgs in it (the dose I gave my GF) I got very high but I could tell there was no dreaming like qualities so I loaded another 20+- mgs and hit it all in one hit. The smoke after a few seconds of hitting had no burn and I could tell I was becoming higher and higher. I slammed my face into a pillow with the smoke still in lungs and tried to shield light from entering my eyes.
It suddenly became very dark. Stuff started forming behind my closed eyelids which became a room. The room was just a box that had many geometric patterns and started lighting up. I started backing away (in my mind), the room started stretching and the lights were following me. Then I was backing up to the point I could tell I was leaving the room because It became faster and faster until I started becoming wrapped in flower petals (the chrysanthemum). At that point, the lights stopped chasing me and a darkness started following when It met me eye to eye, I could tell it was a dragon. I could tell he was 'preparing me'. I was then shot somewhere.
I had never been to this place. On my travel there through hyperspace, I saw many things that I cant recall. Something I do remember is seeing Simpsons characters. I also saw my body and my head was split open like a book that was separated into 4 quadrants. I was then journeying into those quadrants. I then arrived at a place which was created by language. The outsides of the land were chanting these words that I was trying to chant as well but couldn't. This place was like a cartoon. Similar to the Truman show or the VR simulation in the game, Fallout 3. Very nice people looked very happy. But I was greeted by two entities. One was menacing and yelling at me in this language. I understood though. The menacing entity was telling me, 'you have wanted it so bad, well here it is.' I felt pure terror. I was comforted by the other entity who didn't say anything but assured me I was welcome there. It made me feel the menacing entity was playing a prank on me. I was then put into a correctional vehicle where I then feared I had broken some universe law that humans are not aware of by going to that place. We stopped at some location where the car was floating and there were alarms going off which I interpreted as the warning bell for my soul to come back to its body.
I then opened my eyes. Still scared shitless because of what my room had become but felt better by the second to know that I wouldn't be there forever.
I plan to wait for a while before doing DMT again. I love the molecule and definitely want to experience it by itself without the MAOI who I believe is the menacing entity.
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