DOSE:	repeated	oral	Alcohol - Beer/Wine
	200 mg	oral	MDMA	(capsule)
		smoked	Tobacco - Cigarettes

BODY WEIGHT:

200 lb

I get a phone call from a close friend (A) who is overly excited and speaking very fast. I knew he had an extremely busy day at work and was even surprised to see his name on my caller ID this day, but I hesitantly answer. He goes on to tell me how he is still rolling from the night before (which was a Wednesday) and how productive he is at work. Knowing we get together every Thursday, I can see where this conversation is going and before he can even ask, I reluctantly inform him I would do it. I was extremely nervous throughout the day not knowing what to expect. So to quell this anxiety I head to the Internet to look for a few tips and cons of MDMA. I went to the dealer and picked it up and he hands me three capsules, which one was clearly more full and I decided that would be the one to do. He tells me this one is 200 mg and I am on my way. We decided to drop around 8:45 where we were pregaming for the night out ahead of us.

It was just friend A and I who were planning on rolling and actually knew what was in store. We decided to tell people once we were peaking, but after a slow 45 minutes after dropping I felt the urge to tell friend B. She seemed a little concerned but very supportive, and I was so excited and talkative that she seemed to enjoy the conversation more than me. I decided I wanted to move around a bit and see what things felt like because I had been laying down anxiously waiting for it to kick in. Still at this point, the dozen and a half people with us never noticed anything unusual. Friend B points out my pupils are rather large but I just seem buzzed from the beers. Well I wanted to feel the night air and move around more than the room would allow, so we went outside so I could smoke a cigarette. BAM, I thought I was already peaking and it was probably about 10:00. I drop my cigarette and I felt like I was moving fine, friend B pointed out I was moving EXTREMELY slow. I wasn’t sure what to think about that, but I was full of happiness and eagerness I shrugged it off and went back inside till our ride was to pick us up.

10:15 our ride shows up, I get back up from where I was previously laying and head outside. Right before getting into the car I felt extreme nausea like head spinning and stomach doing flips. I felt like I had drank an entire bottle of cheap whiskey. Next thing I know I am sweating uncontrollably, to the point where my hand couldn’t wipe it all off. I yell for a towel and the others yell for me to hurry. Gig is up, everyone knows we are now on something more than the few pregame beers. Friend A is giving me confidence saying it’ll pass and just get going. I just felt so horrid that I couldn’t move and wanted to just stay there.

LIGHTSWITCH FLICKED ON. WOW.

Don’t think it was even past 10:20 and I have never felt better. I hear a few “Wtf…” and “Were you just joking?”. I just starting laughing and realize the sweating has slowed and I am in complete euphoria. I hop in shotgun and turn up the music and start flowing like a jellyfish. Songs I would usually skip sound great, I hear every sound and can't stop smiling. I tell others how glad I am that they are and we trek on to the club.

Finally get in minutes before the dollar beer ended at 11, and rack up a few ice-cold cheap domestic beers. I am now more interested in seeing who is there and every light moving catches my attention. As we dance on and I balance beers with water, I started peaking. I noticed I would got caught up so much in my surroundings I would only be taking in the light shows and not hearing the music. As soon as I realize that, it was like I could hear the music but my sight was not producing anything. Very cool. Still in complete euphoria dancing and enjoying how it all felt. Getting close to 2:00 and we head for home.

Another friend who was rolling at another party, decided to meet up with us for the culmination we were all so excited for: the swim in the pool. It was probably near 2:30 and we hopped in listening to soothing tunes and sharing our trips. We were in love with the way we felt and were so happy. The dark night and nice sounds combined with the subtle sway of the pool water put as all in a daze and mellowed us out. I got extremely cold and headed for a bed with a girl where I was curious to see if touch still felt great.

3:30 and were in bed kissing and she is massaging me. Still felt wonderful and we stayed doing that for about an hour then dozed off. I experienced a nice short sleep and woke up with still a slight sense of euphoria but could not seem to fall back asleep till hours later.

I was working in a very hot environment the next day and was sweating way more than usual but I stayed hydrated and still felt bursts up of happiness throughout the next day. I did however grind my teeth a solid bit but I had gum with me and that helped. More afterthought on it all was that MDMA adapted to the environment so well. One minute I wanted to be all out dancing and getting lost in the moment, I could. The next thing I wanted to do was stare at the lights and enjoy the music I could. I could also hold really good conversation but I was talking at an extremely fast pace. I had a wonderful experience.

Exp Year: 2015	ExpID: 106378
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 19
Published: Feb 13, 2026	Views: Not Supported
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