Citation: Bold Trafalgar. "Unique Interaction: An Experience with Methoxphenidine (exp106477)". Erowid.org. Sep 14, 2015. erowid.org/exp/106477
I am writing this as it feels like it needs to be shared. I am a relatively experienced user of various substances, notably an alcoholic. I do not post on the internet so this is a first. 44 year old male, approximately 70 kg, relatively healthy and on no medication.
I came by a gram of this substance Methoxphendine or methoxyphenyl-2-phenyl piperidine as it says on the crudely printed label. I orderd 6 grams of another RC from a known vendor and ...for whatever reason
I received 5g of the substance I ordered (bk-2C-B) and 1 gram of this stuff. After looking it up I decided that I wouldn't make a fuss and put it on one side till I had a free moment to experiment with it.
Well that time came at the summer equinox. Home alone and safe I decided to give it a go. I take full responsibility for my actions and you can call me stupid all you like it matters not to me, I do not have a mg scale so I just dumped some of the crystally powder onto my snorting stone and eyeballed 'possibly' 100mg (it's what I was going for, sorry I know it is unhelpful).
Crushed it into a fine powder under a £10 note and split into two ruffly equal lines. At this time I had consumed 3 beers and had eaten an hour earlier.
The time was approximately 15.30. I snorted the first line, not unpleasant, mild sting no drip. I watched a movie (Guardians of the Galaxy) and towards the end of the film I was beginning to feel quite nice, body waves, some enhancement of colour and audio, mild dissociation. 2 more beers during the film and then did the other line.
As this was fairly casual I did not keep a record of events as such so excuse me for gaps in time line etc. Next few hours were very pleasant, definition of everything intensified, some euphoric feelings, able to move about normally (I lurch anyway) starting to feel as if I am separating, always pleasant though, but a strong effect. Still able to function, using computer etc. Laughing, laughing at silly things but satisfying laughter. Time has become ...irrelevant.
Now this is the bit that is unique in my experience. I decide to log onto a virtual world (Second Life) as I knew my Avatar was at a club with good music and I figured the visuals would be fun. What I did not expect was to be transported into the virtual world. I am finding it hard to describe what happened but my mind seemed able to seamlessly join with the 3D images on my screen. I know that you can 'trip' out on computer graphics but that wouldn't make me feel the need to share this. This was something I have never experienced, I was able to use the (quite complex) interface fluidly, I felt physically present in the 3D rendering, and most startlingly completely connected with the other users. It was matrix-like. The music was absolutely the most amazing thing I have ever experienced, the feeling of symbiosis with the computer was intense. I have holed out on drugs before but nothing like this. Every part of the experience felt perfect and there was this feeling that I had tapped into some hidden realm and was flowing with the data around me. All this time I was coherent, empathic and ...dare I say it enlightened.
I talked with many people by typing and it seemed as though I was speaking, I have reviewed the logs of my chat and I became profound, kind and wise. After many hours of this blissful experience my internet conection bumped me out and it felt like I had been wrenched away, landing back in reality. The time was aprox 2.30.
I called a friend then, I needed to share what I had felt with someone and explain the journey I had been on. Now this is probably going to annoy the scientific among you but I then repeat the dose described above.
I wanted to go back. This time I did not manage to get as far as the computer, I sat on the sofa with my cat. Motionless. My legs felt as though they were in metal boots welded to the floor not trapped or paralysed, but fixed and solid. This whole time I was aware, awake and wide-eyed.
My cat is delicate and timid and she was curling all around me purring, at this time I had another very strange experience, I felt that I had finished a mission, that I had evolved, all of the negative things in the world became like tests, experiments or challenges. Like I had graduated, finished. I sat motionless for a very long time, vapeing, thinking. I felt like someone or something was about to open a door and congratulate me, take me back to the place I was supposed to be in. Like all of everything in my life had just been some kind of test or training. At 6.30am I went to my bed and slept for 5 hours.
Typing this I feel amazing, I need to take a shower, and there are 10 beer cans on the living room floor (useful reference), but sadly the world is back to normal. I would so have loved to level up. You could just say, 'cool that guy had a crazy night' but there was something unique about this substance, nothing like I have ever experienced and my experiences include Ayahuasca, refined DMT and high-dose LSD. The projection into a computer-generated reality, effortless and stunning goes beyond my understanding of the action of substances in this class. I am hoping that I can repeat this experience and regret that I do not have accurate dosage data. I would be very interested to hear of anyone achieving a similar result with this compound.
Please do not take my haphazard administration of this chemical as a green light to hoover up lines of it, great care should be taken as this is a very powerful chem and the potential for dangerous and possibly
disastrous results are high. That said, for the experienced traveler this substance seems to offer possibilities which I can honestly say are unique. Hope this report is useful to someone. Peace. Bold Trafalgar
Note on possible interactions: I had taken 200mg (approx) of BK-2CB 72 hours prior to this experience, administered orally, and consumed 3-4g of herbal cannabis in the days leading up to this experiment.
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