My Search for Eternal Bliss
Heroin
Citation:   MrsUrungus. "My Search for Eternal Bliss: An Experience with Heroin (exp106566)". Erowid.org. May 13, 2016. erowid.org/exp/106566

 
DOSE:
  insufflated Heroin (powder / crystals)
BODY WEIGHT: 109 lb
I tried dope about 10 months ago, but I had to learn the hard way that it isn't the drug for me. I never imagined I would try it despite my affection for opiate painkillers. It wasn't until my love and idol, singer Oderus Urungus of Gwar, died of an overdose on my birthday that I decided it was time for me to join him in eternal bliss.

As I write this, I'm still alive but barely breathing. I also lost a former best friend to the stuff, and as sick as it sounds, I'm envious of her. I start my detox this week, and I'm not looking forward to it. I know I will suffer, as I've gone a day or so without it in extreme discomfort. I started off alternating between snorting and shooting, but shooting was something I could never seem to get the hang of doing despite other users making it look so easy. So I decided I would snort it.

I'm now experiencing my third round of bronchitis due to this route of administration.
I'm now experiencing my third round of bronchitis due to this route of administration.
I'm pretty much being forced to give up the habit since I can barely catch my breath at times. I snorted a bag or 2 today, and I feel normal. I don't even really get high from it anymore anyway. If I don't use it though, I feel extremely tired and weak. I also start sweating and feeling sick. I'm not looking forward to the intense withdrawal I will experience this week, but it's time for me to accept my loss and leave this habit in the past.

Exp Year: 2015ExpID: 106566
Gender: Female 
Age at time of experience: 30
Published: May 13, 2016Views: 3,189
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Heroin (27) : Health Problems (27), Addiction & Habituation (10), Alone (16)

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