Citation: STLBREATHE. "Trying New Things at Age 55: An Experience with Methamphetamine & Viagra (exp106798)". Erowid.org. Nov 30, 2017. erowid.org/exp/106798
I am a 55 year old gay man and HIV+. I have never done anything stronger than pot and the last time was in my early 30s.
I met a guy on a gay hookup site for HIV+ men. He wanted me to come over but he kept delaying and delaying saying he was waiting for someone to deliver papers. When I got there, he changed his story to he was waiting for someone to deliver an “important invitation”. I finally asked him if he was waiting for his meth supplier. I haven’t done serious drugs but I know the better dealers deliver. He had ordered about $50 so he was not a high priority. The supplier brought the product at 7:00PM.
My partner and I got naked and started to mess around. He asked me if I would slam him and I said OK but I am not sure if I could because his veins were hard to find and I have never injected anybody. Now, I have had fantasies of mixing meth and sex. I had even seen videos of people injecting. I tried several times with his prefilled syringes but it did not work out. In the meantime, he showed me how to smoke shards of meth from a pipe and soon I was shotgunning with him.
My mood felt elevated and head felt clearer. I had no problems staying erect and I was very horny. I started getting greedy and smoked up too much of his product and asked him to slam me several times because I wanted to see how far this would go as my partner said slamming made him sexually wild. He tried to get someone to come over and slam him and my partner got irritated at me for being too into meth for a “meth virgin”. I was a jerk but he is an awesome guy, bright, interesting, sexually my equal, and opened me up to a new world of meth. We parted on a sour note but I hope to meet up with him again and spend a weekend having some wild sex and slamming.
I don't know how far down this road of using Meth I want to go but I am willing to do some exploration but I hope I don’t end up ruined from this new adventure.
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