Citation: Mike__Trauma. "Mathematics and The Land Of The Dead: An Experience with Methoxetamine (exp106901)". Erowid.org. Apr 8, 2016. erowid.org/exp/106901
I have done MXE only once before this night. My memories of the first experience were so sweet I suddenly decided to get some again now. I came to my buddy's flat and had a dose of ~100 mg. It stroke my nose at first, but then it was fine. First feelings were quite oppressive and unfamiliar: dizziness, slowness of me and everything and some sort of a stoical feeling.
Then my friend and I started to understand each other strikingly clearly. The dissociation came up slowly as my body was melting and getting stronger simultaneously. For a time the dissociation was kind of overwhelming, it was unable to be maintained by the power of will. We were talking about such matters as reality, philosophy, mathematics and related topics. The thoughts were beautifully visualised in the head.
Then, when the waves calmed down a bit, we decided to smoke some hash and go for a walk. So we did. At first, we were both scared of the possibility of encountering some thugs or cops. Shortly the paranoia was enveloped in sounds of silent, empty streets. It all reminded me of Hades, the Necropolis - The Land Of The Dead. And then a familiar feeling shone through my mind - the fearlessness. I understood - MXE had devoured my fear. I am totally free of it. My friend felt the same way. We decided to go to the park nearby.
It was very dark there, but the Land-Of-The-Dead-feeling disapeared within a few minutes. The Forest was a shelter for both of us. Total emptiness. And we just fucking WALKED through it, visualising our thoughts.
Finally, we walked up to the pond between the park and the town. We walked around it a couple times and then went deeper into the streets. Honestly, this wasn't as good as before. The streets were creeping us out with sounds of people on their balconies.
Then we got back to the forest and walked back through it. The effect was slowly receding. We encountered no one as we want back and when we got home we smoked some hash and listened to music for a while.
I'm now still here with a has pipe and a cup of tea typing this report.
Sorry for possible weak English, but that's all I have.
[Reported Dose: 'dunno probably less than a hundred']
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