DOSE: T+ 0:00	20 mg	oral	Pharms - Fluoxetine	(daily)
T+ 0:00	1 tablet	oral	MDMA
T+ 2:30	0.5 tablets	oral	MDMA
T+ 0:00	repeated	inhaled	Inhalants - Nitrites

BODY WEIGHT:

80 kg

I'm going to tell the story of one of the most amazing nights I have ever had in my life.

Setting:
- Place: Popular place for electronic parties where I live (South America).
- Music: A party with an amazing and quite charismatic DJ from the Netherlands.
- Time: Night, three months ago.

People:
- Dr. Oga (A beautiful most magnificent being, whose intelligence is only matched by his gorgeous factions). We'll call him 'Me'.
- A friend which introduced me into the wonderful world of molly (Black, red hair, purple fingernails and a tattoo on his forehead). We'll call him 'Clark'.
- Dr. Oga's lover (Albino skin, green eyes, punk-style hair and a yellow shirt). We'll call him 'Zeus'.
- Clark's best friend (Anisochromic eyes blue and green, black pants, 150cm tall and pink hair). We'll call him 'Chandler'.

Before this night, I'd had abundant experience with psychoactive substances, and I was currently treating depression and anxiety with 20 mg a day of Fluoxetine (Foxetin). Although I'm pretty sure that it wasn't doing much to help me, and I'm currently off it, and without depression or anxiety :D. I do believe though that it had no effect on my experience.

I want to clarify that this wasn't the first time I tried MDMA, but it was the first I tried it in this environment. I like to try drugs in a regular environment just to know how my body reacts to them. I ordered the MDMA in pill form (Silver bars) from a Netherlands vendor on Agora, a former market on the Deep Web. Up to now me and everyone that had tried them are sure that it's pure uncut MDMA.

T -2:00 - We arrive to the place, very early. We were pretty excited about the party. We were very 'Handle' (local expression).

T -1:00 - The first DJ starts to play, usually a warm-up DJ starts to get people going as they arrive. We were very anxious to start.

T -0:30 - We wanted to start, but we knew we had to wait, otherwise we wouldn't be able to enjoy the full party.

Touchdown! - We take a full silver tablet each.

T +0:20 - I start feeling the effects of MDMA, I feel a rush of pleasure in my body, every extremity relaxes, the music starts to sound differently in my head, and I feel a sense of community with everybody around me.

T +0:30 - The effects keep increasing. Suddenly, the music slows down (It wasn't an effect on the drug, it's just how trance music works), Clark had told me that this is the perfect place to take poppers. So, Clark comes to me with the poppers in his hand and says, 'Okay, now you're going to know the difference between poppers and MDMA separately and together.” he opens it and I we inhale a good amount. Then he hugs me. A few seconds later, I go to another universe, I close my eyes and I grab my friend's back while we hug together. It was the most amazing and bonding experience, we let go of each other, and I feel like the MDMA goes into overdrive, I have a wonderful sensation of community, everything is okay with the world, everything is pleasure, fun and community. We are IN THE MOMENT. Everything is so fucking amazing. The music goes back to normal and we start jumping up and down and screaming in absolute pleasure.

T +1:30 - Full peak of the MDMA, we've kept using the poppers on the slow parts, and everything is amazing, the music is great and the DJ is super charismatic, we shout and dance and jump in full pleasure.

T +2:30 - We start to feel like the MDMA is starting to wear off, so we take half a pill each other.

T +3:00 - We are back! The redosing had a great effect and we keep enjoying the music, dancing with each other and telling how much we appreciate that we are together there and to be friends.

T +5:00 - We are going down, but a nice feeling remains, we are very physically tired and the party is over. We go home and we sleep.

T +13:00 - I wake up, physically tired, but with a nice feeling inside, I'm relaxed and without worries, I go to the park with a beer and relax for a while, then I go home and keep sleeping.

Over the night we kept drinking water, small sips, just to keep hydrating ourselves, but without overdoing it. I personally had no negative after effects, although in the experiences I had after this one, I would wait one and a half months at least between each dose and not exceed 400 mg per night. This is to prevent my serotoninergic neurons from losing sensitivity to serotonin and to allow my body to recover serotonin.

MDMA can be a wonderful very fun drug, but one has to be responsible when taking it. Stay safe!

Exp Year: 2015	ExpID: 107540
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 24
Published: Dec 8, 2022	Views: 784
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