Citation: Tunguska. "I Have a Lot to Mull Over: An Experience with Pharmahuasca (Syrian Rue & DMT) (exp107570)". Erowid.org. May 20, 2019. erowid.org/exp/107570
An Objective Ayahuascha-Analog Report
Intro: I made the choice to create a refined Ayahuasca analog using Peganum Harmala (3.4g) and pure DMT (~.005-.01). I (154 lbs) did so with a friend (147 lbs) to compare effects.
Preparation: Crushed the seeds with a hammer and boiled them in a tea kettle with 1.5 mugs worth of water. Took out two mugs and put the DMT crystals in one (Mug A) while leaving the other empty (Mug B). I then poured the DMT mug full of harmaline water and the other half full. I then stirred Mug A to fully dissolve the crystals. This constituted one dose. I prepared another for my friend.
9:00 Begin drinking Mug B.
9:02 Finish Mug B. Proceed to Mug A.
9:12 Finish Mug A. Taste is nowhere near as bad as real ayahuasca.
9:32 Slight stomach discomfort. Increased heart rate. Perception of angles and lines slightly “off”
9:42 Feeling “high”. Stomach discomfort subsides
10:45-1:00am Absolutely hallucinating. See “Experience”
2:15 Coming down finally. I go to sleep
7:00 am Wake up for semester finals. Feeling lighthearted and more sober. Thought processes still altered. No Hallucinations
4:00pm Coming to terms with experience. Thought processes are normalizing. Can't stop thinking about my experience when not focusing.
Note: Because of the power and intensity of this experience, I can only describe phrases and ideas to portray it. See also “yugen” (Jap.). I refrain from fully explaining my experience because it is simply too deep for words lest I sound like an absolute loon.
1) There are creatures in this altered states. Not just visually. These beings stood next to me, confronted me, or walked right by me. I do not know what they are. Only that they exist in this altered state. One guided my friend through his “trip”. Another put its hand on my shoulder sternly.
2) Everything had fractals within them and become alive. Be it a carpet, tapestry, water, etc. They told me stories telepathically. They do so unrelentingly so that it is deficult to comprehend it all. My friend took a hit of Cannabis to slow down everything with some success. But it is like sitting under a waterfall of information. Constantly flowing with power and beauty.
3) I can relay messages to people who are also in this state. Simple short phrases are all that was needed to tell an entire feeling or story. Either it is because we were of a like mind in experiencing this state or we had momentarily become semi-telepathic.
4) One idea invariably led to another quickly and powerfully. Think of how a fractal can grow on itself. My thoughts did the same. One trick I learned to stop this is to force myself to choose between two ideas rather than go from one idea to another.
One trick I learned to stop this is to force myself to choose between two ideas rather than go from one idea to another.
Conclusion: This was the most powerful hallucinogen every had by either my friend or I. Collectively we are very well versed in psychedelic experiences. I have grave reverence for this. It gave me perspective of my life and everything in it. It is not a party drug by any means. I look forward to doing it again in the future. But first I have a lot to mull over before I can travel to that place again.
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