Citation: Bmorgs. "Worthy to Compare to DXM: An Experience with Methoxphenidine (exp108188)". Erowid.org. Apr 11, 2016. erowid.org/exp/108188
12:20 A.M. – I take 147 mg of 99.99% pure MXP powder, weighed via 0.000 gram (1 mg) scale, for 235 pounds of body weight. I am not very active, but have an average build. Dose is administered sublingually, which creates an undesirable taste and a numbing sensation. After about 10 minutes,
12:54 A.M. - I am in a dreamy state, filled with a soft and tingling warmth flowing around my whole body. I feel remarkably clear headed in comparison to DXM. However, as with DXM, focusing on a task only makes it more difficult. To write efficiently, I mustn’t think about what I’m writing, and simply let the MXP guide me along. I feel very comfortable with my back pain being reduced to almost nothing, and my anxiety and worries melted away to nothing. A few dysphoric thoughts here and there, but nothing that changes the overall positive vibe of the trip. I join [forum] in order to talk to some other psychonauts.
12:57 A.M.- Possible time distortion that changes subjectively from being compressive to extensive. I am experiencing the sensation of melting into my chair and the immediate surroundings, an effect of which I consider fairly positive. In addition to this, I feel like I am morphing and changing shape. This is a very novel effect.
1:08 A.M. – Very difficult to maintain a consistent thought pattern; however, my brain is on autopilot, and I appear to be tying things purely out of instinct. At this point, MXP is presenting itself to be a very valuable drug in terms of introspection. In comparison to DXM, MXP is clearheaded when it comes to introspection, but very impaired when it comes to processing external information. Various parts of my body feel as if they were on autopilot, melting and mending into each other.
1:33 A.M. – HEAVY dissociation from self. Note: This part is highly subjective- I can see doing MXP as a subjectively effective way to prepare for DXM at the 2nd to 3rd plateau levels. Can barely write anything down. Having flashbacks to 3rd grade. Love it.
1:53 A.M. – Too scatterbrained to continue this report as of right now. hopefully others will be able to see how MXP has positively yet significantly impacted my mental abilities while on the drug. I have gained many positive introspective thoughts that will help me in sober, everyday life.
1:57 A.M. – Going to bed. Need to gain more introspective insights.
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