DOSE:	0.5 hits	oral	LSD
			MDMA
		smoked	Changa	(plant material)

BODY WEIGHT:

60 kg

I had dmt [In a chonga] for the first time. I was on half a tab of acid and some mdma as well.

When I took off I closed my eyes and could see a disk or gong with my ex girlfriends face on it but I knew it was a representation of my lifes problems. The disk started to spin slowly like if you mixed paint together and turned into a dark thing with eyes. I know not to freak out but it scared me a bit but I think it knew that so it also disappeared.

After he was gone I saw lines of light almost like a web or if you look at cells or something. I felt so much beauty and wonder looking at how everyone is connected so completely. I feel that for the first time since my mother died that I am whole again and at peace and all the crap in my life such as relationships that go bad just doesnt matter as much as I think it does.

It really does feel like a cleansing or a rebirth.

Exp Year: 2014	ExpID: 108419
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 26
Published: Nov 27, 2017	Views: 1,673
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