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The Simulation
Citation:   Nobad. "The Simulation: An Experience with DMT (exp108650)". Erowid.org. Jun 8, 2019. erowid.org/exp/108650

20 - 40 mg smoked DMT
I took DMT for the first time, just one hit. About 20mg. After that, I had so many questions I needed answered so I went out and got 0.5g and took a bigger hit the next night. About 30/40mg. I'm still thinking over what I got shown.
I'm still thinking over what I got shown.

“They” basically let me come to my own conclusion that we are in a simulation … their simulation. They took away the reality I know and showed me as an Artificially Intelligent character in my own space, devoid of anything else. I mean they stripped it all away until it was just me, blank space around me with floating vectors to determine where I was within the simulation.

'They' wanted me to know this, they thought it unfair we are oblivious to the fact we live in a construct, they were willing me to let it all go and figure it out. When I did, they were so happy. There was an overwhelming sensation of happiness from them, that I was there. They expressed to me that they want to flood me with information. I felt they only show people that are open and can handle the breakthrough to the real reality, and I had been chosen to receive this information. It's awe-inspiring. It was amazing! Feels so real too, even now 18 hours after the experience.

The first time I tried it, it was a realisation of another reality, another place. And they wanted me to come back again. The second time was more intense, they were willing me to break through it all, realise the truth, realise by myself that this reality is not real as we think of it. They pushed me really hard until I realised, it was 'me’ holding 'me’ back. As soon as I had that realisation they stopped pushing and it all became clear.

Everything materialised into a kaleidoscopic 3 dimensional grid with colourful points, numbers and symbols floating around. When I gave in and accepted my new surroundings I was free to acclimatise myself with this new reality. I unconsciously asked them if I could stop and get my bearings, that's when they showed me the blank simulation. Everything disappeared.

Entities is a good word for them (or the only word I can use to describe them at the minute). They are so so happy beings.

It was really disorientating (and in some ways disconcerting) in the blank space I now inhabited. I tried to stand and move in this new space, just to get to grips with this new place, but when I physically got up I was very unsteady on my feet. I could see the vectors moving as I did but I had to sit back down as there was nothing to hold on to and steady myself on (even though I was in my living room standing next to a wall). At that point I asked them, now that I had broken through to this reality, was it always going to be like this from now on? There was a certain fear there that was scary in its immensity and gravity. I was literally in another place. It was at that point I asked them to turn the simulation back on ... they did!

It was then I was wholly convinced we are in their simulation of a Universe. I got the feeling that they are also in their own simulation of their Universe, only they know this, we don’t. They want us to know. They told me now I've broken through in my consciousness, they are going to give me as much information as I can handle. It was visually shown to me by a female entity spewing out from the mouth, colourful liquid. The liquid was information and it kept flowing. It's totally crazy. I'm unable to think about anything else. I still remember it really clearly.
I'm unable to think about anything else. I still remember it really clearly.
It's not vivid at all. When I think about it I get the feeling all over again and my heart starts bounding.

They just want us to let go and experience the joy and happiness they experience.

Exp Year: 2016ExpID: 108650
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: 38
Published: Jun 8, 2019Views: 1,230
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