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A Strange Reminder
by Mercenberries
Citation:   Mercenberries. "A Strange Reminder: An Experience with Cocaine (exp109168)". Jul 21, 2020.

T+ 0:00
  repeated insufflated Cocaine (powder / crystals)
  T+ 5:00 2 bowls smoked Cannabis  


I had scored a gram of coke. Tested it out. Binged out like crazy loved it. Went and bought 10g.

My girlfriend awakes at 9am. She's out the door for work by 10. After stumbling around my morning grogginess of having a sleepless night (I have insomnia, coke doesn't help btw!, but that wasn't why I couldn't sleep well) I finally decided ok I'll break this baggy out. The night before I had geeked out and separated all the nice crystals and the dust and weighed it and had a gram of the fine dust and stuff left over so I could pack flat crystal.

10:00 am I pour out the crystals onto a plate, I'm new to this and my methods are poor. I grab a kitchen knife and carefully on the floor I chop her into a fine long thick line. I pick a good song to put on and take the first rail. Its amazing. I'm digging through music files I have compiled from the times the internet was created and I found all kinds of memories through these files and I found it extremely stimulating. I was literally able to do this for hours after lining and lining.

By 12 I've finished my full gram, I feel rather unproductive as I've stayed in my room in a paranoid state my family might walk in on me cutting coke or railing it so I stuck to my room to ride it out. The come down is hard, and I debate many options to deal with it. My girlfriend is due at 6pm, I have 5 hours to sober enough to be with her. I make a call to a friend to run some weed by my place, unlucky for us our normal meet spot has a cop eyeing us so we have some difficulty doing our normal.

I get home, smoke two bowls, think I can come down. I lay down. My heart is racing. I haven't lined since afternoon, its about 3pm at this point. I've showered the weed smell out of me and as I debate my options I opt for a Xanax, the best demon for a cocaine comedown (in my experience) It levels me out and I'm actually fine the rest of the day. I've sobered up since 5pm and went about. Sleep seems to be hard to catch, I ingested a gram of afghani hash in a tab and an Ambien 10mg under the tongue still waiting for sleep...

Overall, great drug. Better to use usually. Its like crack or aderrall if I'm alone. I'll get shit done. If I want the real experience, I'll be with someone and vibe out with them on it.

Exp Year: 2016ExpID: 109168
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: 22 
Published: Jul 21, 2020Views: 461
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