DOSE:	Repeated hits	inhaled	Inhalants
		smoked	Tobacco - Cigarettes

BODY WEIGHT:

170 lb

Let me start off saying this isn't my normal behavior and I'm normally very health conscious and stick to only marijuana and occasionally alcohol. My entire life I was against most drugs. My mother died young from liver failure and my brother was hooked on coke for 20 years. So I always assumed I would never ever touch anything other than weed and booze. Until 24. Meet my new girlfriend, she has ADHD. At some point we agree to let me try one of her pills, just once, so I know what it's like. I enjoyed it. Over the next few years I would gradually increase how much I'd take from her and eventually began to steal them and eventually had to purchase a safe for her to store them in. I tried some cocaine in a safe setting. Never craved it, kinda of thought it was a pointless gimmick, actually.

Moving on, I get my hands on some Ritalin. At this point, I'm safe with trying stuff and experimenting. My life has gone unchanged and my health still in-check. So I try some ritalin, which quickly leads to me snorting, plugging, crushing and staying up for days. This happened twice, both for 40 hours straight, then I ran out of ritalin and moved on with my life. It was fun but the comedown was terrible. I'm glad It's gone and I cant get anymore.

A few weeks later I found myself bored, out of weed, broke and just feeling like shit. I thought to myself 'If only I had some ritalin or vyvanse I could have a couple, get some shit done and enjoy the night.' I looked over at 2 full cans of Dust Blaster that I'd purchased months ago. I watched some videos on how to do it and settled for basically sticking it in my mouth and sucking in about half a lung, being careful not to freeze myself, letting the gas out slowly. I sucked in a nice big lung. I was surprised, it didn't hurt, burn, make me cough, nothing. It was kind of like using an asthma inhaler, it just slid right in. I held it for a couple seconds and exhaled.

Immediately I felt a slight buzzing sensation over my body. Very subtle but a bit warm and nice, kind of like the good version of goosebumps. I felt my back relax as I slouched a little more in the chair and enjoyed this slight euphoria. It was nothing crazy, just a slight, calm, overall good sensation. But it went away fast, in like 10 seconds it was almost gone completely. 'That's not so bad,' I thought to myself. I explored the forums I discovered it was possible to feel like you were basically on heroin or DMT if you suck enough of this shit in. I needed to try this. So I put it near my mouth and cranked the button and just went for it. I sucked in a huge lung and held it until my vision started to tunnel slightly and I could see a few fuzzies bouncing around in front of my face.

As soon as I exhaled, the most intense, absolutely astonishing euphoria of pure bliss and love and security swept my entire body. I remember saying to myself 'There's no fucking way I feel this good, how could I feel so good?' Everything just felt perfect. Like I could die, I had everything I wanted or needed in life, and I loved every moment of it. I leaned back in my chair and floated my head on a wonderful cloud of pure joy. I felt my skin tingling and vibrating and my lips going slightly numb. It was utterly and absolutely the most amazing feeling in my life.

After I came back down, I felt pretty normal, almost immediately. Heart was racing a little, my eye would twitch every few seconds for a minute, I felt a strong pleasant afterglow that made me want to indulge in anything else that felt pleasurable to intensify it. Everything I did felt good. For about 5 minutes, then I was left with pretty much nothing but boredom and a spaced-out hard to think kind of feeling.

The next few lungfuls were just as amazing if not more so. I would start stacking several lungfuls on top of another and the high just got more intense and more amazing with every suck. There was seemingly no reason to stop sucking other than my knowledge of potential danger, so I stayed as safe as I could, checked my heart beat regularly.

I just kept doing it. For like 2 nights in a row, I would suck this shit into my lungs, masturbate, read the internet, smoke cigarettes, jerk off again, play games, jerk off, browse videos, jerk off, browse, jerk off. Eventually I only began to use it as a sex drug. Every time I got high it felt like somebody else was jerking me off and the orgasms were out of this world mind blowing. At the end of it all, there I sat, half retarded, a bit depressed, covered in semen and cigarette ashes, tired, full of regret and disappointment in myself. I searched the house a few times, top to bottom, looking for another can. I never found one, thank god.

Exp Year: 2016	ExpID: 109302
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 27
Published: Feb 28, 2025	Views: 25
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