DOSE: T+ 0:00	1 hit		LSD	(blotter / tab)
T+ 2:00	1 hit		LSD	(blotter / tab)
T+ 0:00	1 hit	vaporized	Cannabis - High THC	(extract)

BODY WEIGHT:

240 lb

I had spaced out two tabs (took one waited two hours took the other). This is my usual dose and I was having a really good trip. Sitting in my basement I was watching the wood grain on the wall start to stretch and crawl, letting thoughts fully flow in and out without restraint.

I decided to take a dab. I took a very large dab which usually grounds me and slows the thoughts. My thoughts slowed down and the visuals intensified and got stranger and stretchier. I disappeared from my room as I knew it. At this point I hadn't made any noise for several minutes and was enjoying the silence. As I realized this, I whispered, 'wow.' That word echoed in my head a million times. Like throwing a marble around a concrete room. When that echo faded, I had no thoughts at all. Not even the thought that I was having no thoughts. My mind was more blank than I have ever experienced ever. I said wow again and it echoed again, scaring me. I was scared because this was such a foreign alien echo. It sent me outside, trying to hang on to who I was. I realized I couldn't, and experienced very real ego death. Afterward, I realized how quiet my mind could be. Scarily empty and quiet.

I wouldn't call it a bad trip or experience, simply something so new it took me by surprise. I feel as if I reached a goal I've been trying to reach in meditation for years.

Exp Year: 2016	ExpID: 109370
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 21
Published: Dec 13, 2018	Views: 742
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