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Cum Baby Cum or Manifesting the Id
Morning Glory
by MedicineMan
Citation:   MedicineMan. "Cum Baby Cum or Manifesting the Id: An Experience with Morning Glory (exp109715)". May 21, 2018.

650 seeds oral Morning Glory (ground / crushed)
    repeated smoked Cannabis (plant material)


[Erowid Note: The dose described in this report is very high, potentially beyond Erowid's 'heavy' range, and could pose serious health risks or result in unwanted, extreme effects. Sometimes extremely high doses reported are errors rather than actual doses used.]

This was and to this day is still the most ridiculous psychedelic experience I have ever had and is an excellent example of what setting your intention before a trip can produce. A little background about myself at the time. I had just dropped out of College and was working a shit job holding signs for a living. I had lucked into this cheap craigslist house with a huge backyard so I wasn't complaining at the time. I had been into taking psychedelics for a while and had quite a few trips under my belt at the time having tried just about everything I could get my hands on. I hadn't had a good psychedelic trip for a at least 3 or 4 months at the time and was at the end of a tolerance break from cannabis as well. So when my Heavenly Blue Morning Glory Seeds finally came in I was excited to finally have a trip.

I had gotten a decent sativa from a friend at work and immediately went home. I hadn't eaten much of anything at all that day just so the trip would come on stronger.

I ground the morning glory seeds in blender with some lemon juice and put them in a taco along with some diced tomatoes and lettuce. This did absolutely nothing to offset the taste but I tried.

A little about my intentions before this trip. I had this thought for several days before my seeds arrived and was basically planing to do this the entire time. My thought was “I'm gonna eat these seeds, smoke a bowl or two, and then jerk off for hours on end and have a big orgasm.” In previous low dose trips I had discovered that when on a psychedelic, orgasm , was basically impossible but, if I kept trying eventually I'd get there and, when I finally get off, it's incredible. This was my plan.

So after scarfing down the disgusting seed matter taco I packed a bowl of the good, walked outside, and sat in a chair under a beautiful oak tree that we had in the backyard. I smoked the bowl not just for the general stoning effects but also to offset the nausea that was felt immediately upon ingestion. I sat back and waited for the trip to come on.

About 20 minutes in I could feel the body high come on. A tightening of the muscles and blood vessels, a pleasurable tingling all over my body. I laid my head back and relaxed as I blew out the smoke from another bowl and looked up at the stars through the branches of this beautiful oak tree. I remember specifically looking at the bark of the tree and looking as every nook and cranny of the bark became more vivid and I found myself wondering how in my sober state of mind I ignore such beauty all around me.

At about 1 hour in the cicadas started buzzing and I noticed what looked like a mosquito flying just in front of my face. This was in Florida so that really wasn't odd at all. What was odd was when I went to swipe the mosquito away my hand went right through it. I found that odd but having read many books on shamanism I'd assumed this was just some hallucination/spirit that was staring me down. But then I heard what sounded like rustling in the woods and in my now loaded paranoid mind I thought it was maybe a neighbor who smelled my smoke or something like that. So I immediately retreated into my house. This is when my trip truly began.

1 Hour and 30 minutes. I'm siting in my computer chair thinking that I'm going to start my uhh “Session”. But I'm feeling significantly more loaded than I'd anticipated. The sound of the cicadas outside started getting more and more warped and distorted. The leaf pattern on the floor started to slide and shift and in what felt like a matter of just a few minuted the trip became exponentially more intense.

That's when I heard the voices.

I'm going to try my best to describe the events that followed, but it's very difficult to put into appropriate words.

About two and a half hours in. What sounded like two people having the most intense sex I've ever heard in your entire life started taking over the buzzing background noise of the cicadas. The smacking of skin together, bestial grunts both male and female getting louder and louder as the seconds pass. They began to speak in a hypnotic tone.

“Aww yeah yeah yeah yeah baby yeah yeah yeah yeah baby aww yeah yeah yeah baby aww yeah yeah yeah yeah baby cum baby cum.”

3 hours in. Over and over, louder and louder, more and more intense, the voices didn't let up. I sat in awe of what I was hearing. At the same time a vortex began to take shape before my eyes. What looked like people, both male and female all connected by their genitals. Stuck in a spinning galaxy of people fucking. Every man and woman was a constellation. All of them stuck together in extacy continually pumping whilst the vortex of the galaxy spins. The males of this universal orgy constantly cumming the Females infinitely receiving. All of them making the most bestial sexual sounds I think could ever be possible for humans to make.

Masturbation was out of the question. All I could do was sit in awe. For the next 4-6 hours I sat there just watching these spinning galaxy's of people fucking. The peak looked like they were having an infinity orgasm the cum from the males going into the females and back out into adjacent males and back around again extremely fast forever. The voices of the people getting even more intense their grunts and moans sounding like maximum pleasure and pain.

Eventually I came down. About 8-9 hours after the ingestion I was stilling having some visual effects but they were not nearly as intense as before. Instead of galaxy's of people trapped in a forever orgasm. I just saw humanoid lizards climbing up the walls. Very similar to the lizard on the fuze drink bottle, or the climbing lizards that decorated the many Florida homes in the area. I had the day off so I chose to just muck about on the internet and process what I saw.

I have never been able to reproduce this trip even when trying to set the same intentions and using the exact same dose. I'm still processing what I heard and saw to this day thus this trip report.

All I can say, after this trip, is that intentions are very important when taking a psychedelic. If I don't respect it I might end up with way more than I bargained for.

Exp Year: 2012ExpID: 109715
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: 19 
Published: May 21, 2018Views: 2,160
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