I Thought I Could Handle Them Without Scale
Clonazolam & 3-MeO-PCP
Citation:   Kdog7474. "I Thought I Could Handle Them Without Scale: An Experience with Clonazolam & 3-MeO-PCP (exp110292)". Erowid.org. Apr 19, 2017. erowid.org/exp/110292

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6 mg insufflated 3-MeO-PCP (powder / crystals)
  T+ 0:20 3 mg oral Clonazolam (powder / crystals)
  T+ 0:40 3 mg oral Clonazolam (powder / crystals)
  T+ 0:45 6 mg oral Clonazolam (powder / crystals)
  T+ 0:50 1 mg oral Clonazolam (powder / crystals)
My day started off with getting these substances from a very trusted source and I was very anticipatory to go try them. So my night starts at about 12:00AM when my dad went to bed (I was living with my parents at the time), and he told me not to have friends over…. And you know how that works with an 18 year old male.

12:00AM – My friend arrives quite drunk, and wanted to try the 3-meo-pcp before doing business, so I let him try it and didn’t even measure how much I gave him, he then proceeded to insufflate it. (It is very dangerous not to measure or weigh any chemicals.) I run upstairs and grab some water, since I wasn’t trying to try the products without any water to take it down.

12:10AM – I check on my friend and I ask him if he is OK, as he is leaning against the dryer, he collapses. I try to get him up but it’s no help he is in a complete different world and I can tell. So I decided well why the hell not I guess I’ll try it as well. I then proceed to get in the state of mind where I’m anticipating trying this substance.

12:15AM – I go and insufflate 6mg of 3-meo-pcp and I knew I was in for a big surprise. I got this feeling in my stomach expecting something to really change my whole world around. A couple minutes later I start feeling it kick in and I get into this state of mind where I can’t even tell what is real. I started thinking if I was possibly dead and nothing going on in my life is real. I then knew it was possibly the psychosis from a symptoms list I read on multiple websites.

12:30AM I get really scared now and I am not sure what is going on I even begin to question my existence. I know I had to get something to get me out of this paranoia and full blown anxiety attack. I start panicking trying to find the Clonazolam and after scavenging around, I found it! (Mixing Depressants with Disassociates, or any kind of drug is extremely dangerous)

[Erowid Note: The doses described in this report are potentially life threatening. The amount taken is beyond a heavy dose and could pose serious health risks or result in unwanted, extreme effects. Doses such as this have been known to cause hospitalizations and/or deaths. Sometimes extremely high doses reported are errors rather than actual doses used.]
12:35AM I then proceeded to dip my finger into a 1G bag of Clonazolam and covered my finger in the Clonazolam I got about 3MG off of it. I then proceeded to give my friend some because he is not taking his trip quite well. He keeps falling over and he broke a lamp as well, then proceeded to fall again and broke it even more.

12:50AM All my anxiety is gone I feel so much better. But my addict mind is telling me to keep going so I take the yellow Clonazolam powder and dump it out on top of my tablet. I had about 20mg spread out between both me and my friend. I was super excited to see how great I would feel, and I thought I was invincible because the 3-meo-pcp and the mix with the benzo made me feel like I didn’t give a shit.

12:55 AM we proceeded to dip our fingers on the tablet, each time we grabbed about 3MG and just kept going. I got this sensation that I was on top of the world, and I’ve never experienced a better benzo than Clonazolam. I told myself life is going great “What could possibly go wrong?”
“What could possibly go wrong?”
Then everything really got bad and I blacked out.

8:00 AM - I wake up to paramedics grabbing me and I look over and they are trying to revive my friend, he overdosed as well and I kept telling them “I’m fine, I didn’t do anything I don’t do drugs.” I was completely out of it and then I proceeded to walk to the ambulance still very dazed and have this weird sensation by my kidneys.

9:00 AM – I arrive at the hospital and they are trying to tell me I overdosed and there are some health issues that the doctor has to talk to me about. So I fall back asleep as I am somehow completely intoxicated still.

4:00 PM – I wake up to a Doctor telling me that I could have died if I did not get there any sooner. My CK levels (Creatine-Kinase) which your body needs to keep your muscle cells in function. The Doctor told me that the average CK levels were 30-300. Mine was at 5,000. I kept telling myself I am lucky to be alive. He said I had Rhabdomyolysis which is “is a condition in which damaged skeletal muscle breaks down rapidly.” Quoted from: “Wikipedia.org”

5:00 PM – I start reflecting on what I did and why exactly I did it. I then realized I am powerless over my addiction and I can’t stop even when I try. I had to learn from first-hand experience because anytime someone tried to tell me their experiences with drugs it never worked. So I just kept praying and told myself I am going to make it through this as I looked at the IV through me.

My final thought on these RC’s is I thought I could handle them without using a scale but I couldn’t. My body was literally shutting down, and my friend got brought back with and got shot with adrenaline. These RC’s are no joke at all and should be handled with only very experienced care. I almost lost my life to it, and so did my friend. The strength of these chemicals are nothing to play with. Please be very careful with any type of RC.

12:15AM 3-MeO-PCP (insufflated) 6MG
12:35AM Clonazolam (oral) 3MG
12:55AM Clonazolam (oral) 3MG
1:00AM Clonazolam (oral) 6MG
1:05AM Clonazolam (oral) 1MG

Exp Year: 2017ExpID: 110292
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: 18
Published: Apr 19, 2017Views: 7,880
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