Adequate Amount of Mindfuck
Proscaline
Citation:   SoseloPoet. "Adequate Amount of Mindfuck: An Experience with Proscaline (exp110713)". Erowid.org. May 20, 2021. erowid.org/exp/110713

 
DOSE:
112 mg oral Proscaline (capsule)
BODY WEIGHT: 185 lb
Proscaline Party

I recently acquired a gram of Proscaline and after my last experiments with it, I decided that the time had come to throw a Proscaline party. At 6:40, I filled four capsules with 112mg, and downed one while licking any remnants off of the scoop I used. My female friend, M, dosed one cap and we proceeded to put Mulholland Drive on the TV while we waited for the other two guests, K and D. At 7:10, K and D arrived, and K took her pill while D pocketed his for after the party. We watched Blue Velvet and I realized that I wasnít just feeling a little inebriated. It was only 30 minutes in and the TV was already starting to wave and the carpet was morphing and glowing. I took a look up at the textured ceiling and when it started changing shapes I realized that I was going to be properly fucked.

One sensation that I had forgotten about Proscaline was the body load. Itís noticeable.
One sensation that I had forgotten about Proscaline was the body load. Itís noticeable.
Thatís not to say that itís this intense, toxic feeling of ďJesus fucking Christ, I wish I could just die quickly instead,Ē and I should know--Iíve tried fucking Hawaiian Baby Woodrose seeds, and those fuckers mad me wish that I was going to overdose and die. Proscaline comes instead in waves, and the sensation is similar to the more intense body feels of acid comedowns, but instead I feel them as the comeup. My body wants to writhe, half in pleasure and ecstasy, and half in feeling like my back wants to crack but canít. Sometimes the pleasure dramatically overtakes it and sometimes I just wish that my fucking back would finally pop but itís always an intense, vaguely erotic feeling.

So while the Proscal-cenobites were working their way through me, I made ravioli and after we all jumped into the pool. Here I began to peak. The water was warm and the trees behind my house were full of geometric patterns. But I started getting overwhelmed and decided to go to inside for a shower.

Skipping ahead Iíll just leave the note that Proscaline has empathogenic qualities in terms of touch. Then I got changed and walked out to see the pool again. There were a few dead frogs that I hadnít seen earlier near the pool from the rains that afternoon which upset me but I just went inside and told myself I would just get through today one step at a time. Eventually someone pulled out my tape recorder and we recorded ourselves all sitting around talking.

All in all it was a great night, and I felt both an adequate amount of mindfuck, an intense but pleasurable body feel, and some beautiful visuals.

Exp Year: 2017ExpID: 110713
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: 19
Published: May 20, 2021Views: 976
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