DOSE:	4 mg	oral	Pharms - Alprazolam	(pill / tablet)
	repeated	oral	Alcohol - Hard	(liquid)
	repeated	oral	Pharms - Alprazolam	(pill / tablet)

BODY WEIGHT:

70 kg

[Erowid Note: The dose described in this report is very high, potentially beyond Erowid's 'heavy' range, and could pose serious health risks or result in unwanted, extreme effects. Sometimes extremely high doses reported are errors rather than actual doses used.]
Xanax Vodka a nightmare.

This was not even 1 month ago. The xanax was acquired legally, for my anxiety.

So it's 9pm, and I've just taken 8 0.5mg pills of Xanax which I acquired legally for my anxiety. I wanted to enhance the xanax high, so I opened a fresh bottle of Smirnoff. 1 litre. Had 2 mouthfulls. (Heres where I lost my memory, so what I say was told to me the next morning)

It was 2am and I was at my grandmother's house, she got up to go to the bathroom and heard strange noises coming from my bedroom, she come into my room and I was laying in a wet bed, apparently I pissed myself. I was making strange noises so she wanted to wake me up, she was shaking me, slapping my face, hitting me, and I wasn't waking. I was laying there lifeless. She called my mother who traveled 40 minutes to come and see me and to wake me up, my mother poured a whole bowl of freezing water over my face, and I still wouldn't wake.

3:30am: They see an empty vodka bottle at the end of my bed, and empty sheets of alprazolam next to it. Apparently I took all 21 pills (10mgs) so they call the ambulance. They turn up and put me in a wheelchair, I'm sitting there finding the situation hilarious telling them I feel so good, and to give me more drugs.

4am: I'm at the hospital, being given a drip to get the alcohol out of my system. (Not too sure what else they done there)

I wake up at about 8 am and my entire family is there next to my bed, everyone thought I tried to commit suicide.

I'm not sure if that was my intention or not as I can't remember, or I just wanted to get crazy high. The doctor says I'm very lucky to be alive.

I'm scaring myself now though, as I want more. I'm trying to get my hands on any drug possible, and am heading down a dark path but I don't care enough to stop. I've taken cough syrup 3 times this week, taken Ritalin, Shrooms, acid, and am getting more Xanax later this week.
I'm doing anything for a high and I fucking love not being sober.

Exp Year: 2017	ExpID: 110947
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 19
Published: Apr 30, 2018	Views: 2,768
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