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What I Remember of It
Citation:   Chestshouldntof. "What I Remember of It: An Experience with Etizolam (exp111178)". Erowid.org. Feb 14, 2019. erowid.org/exp/111178

    Etizolam (powder / crystals)
      Pharms - Buprenorphine (daily)
[Erowid Note: The dose described in this report is very high, potentially beyond Erowid's 'heavy' range, and could pose serious health risks or result in unwanted, extreme effects. Sometimes extremely high doses reported are errors rather than actual doses used.]
I have done and experienced all types of drugs and have a ridiculous tolerance to most things. I take subutex daily it doesn't really interact much for me with other stuff I've been on it for 8 years.

I found out about etilozam from a friend online and said I could order it because it is still not regulated and it was so cheap !!! I thought great I'll order the powder because it was the cheapest and find a way to dose it correctly.....

I did a lot of research read everything I possible could about the stuff waiting on my package so excited but scared because I ordered a full gram witch is 1000 milligrams .... I have a history of xanax blackouts and love benzos but always struggled with not doing too much.

Before my package even got here I knew that it might not go well. My package came I opened and it looked like flour almost I was pretty sure I got burnt. So I eyed out what I thought may be about 10 to 20 milligrams at the most #not recommended I have a serious tolerance I ate it and waited for like an hour or two I'm talking to my friend.

I feel pretty decent about two hours in. It has really good anti anxiety effects not too overpowering I really liked it. So I decide to do more this time I would prepare it for IV administration. I do this using just enough powder to cover the end of a plastic fork on the small side what would have been a bump on the smallish side. I knew water won't break it down and I'm feeling pretty untouchable at this point so I grab some rice vinegar ..... I've shot crack this way before so I'm pretty confident it should work it dissolves fast and completely. I then mix some vinegar in and prepare my shot. I'm kinda scared at this point and am having second thoughts so it was hard to properly inject the substance I inject about a quarter of it and holy hell#!! I thought there would be a little rush but I wasn't expecting such a strong euphoric feeling I was in love. Soo this is about 3 hours in and I'm talking to my friend now I am really feeling good like no fucks given type of good I tried to use the rest but dint wanna miss a vinegar shot of a research chem so I ate the rest.

About 3 hours 30 minutes in the last thing I remember was sitting down after a sip of milk ...this was on Tuesday next thing I remember it's Saturday at like 5am.
...this was on Tuesday next thing I remember it's Saturday at like 5am.
My parents had been on vacation this entire time. I wake up or start remembering on Saturday I had pissed and shit my pants no joke. I was still heavily intoxicated so I just threw out the clothes. I black out again now I'm at work telling them why I missed Saturday and that I can't work now it's Sunday now. I black out again I'm home and have a headache it's late Sunday night I realise my drugs are gone and they were stolen by my friend I think anyway. I think this because he and his girlfriend ended up in jail afterwards. I think he is still blacked out he had also stolen a half g of flubromazolam I never got to try probably a good thing. Soo pretty much you could imagine the destruction I had deff hit my dad's car at some point so deff went out I had factory reset my cellphone I think somehow I don't know honestly what went down I hope nothing happened I don't remember.

So I'm about to go into work now I couldn't tell you how many times I redosed but I have never blacked out for so long in my life. So I am guessing I started doing lines as if it was normal powder. But my parents came hope and pretty much threw me out I almost lost my job. This stuff in its pure form or any benzodiazepines for that matter should be treated with the utmost respect and you should always have a sober person who knows what's going on. Overall it's a good medicine. It's going to be hard not to order more because I really liked it but it pretty much ruined my life fast so and is said to be still out there ruining life's to this very day....

Exp Year: 2017ExpID: 111178
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: 23
Published: Feb 14, 2019Views: 3,607
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