DOSE: T+ 0:00		oral	Pharms - Clonazepam	(daily)
T+ 0:00	repeated	oral	Pharms - Alprazolam
T+ 0:00	repeated	oral	Alcohol
T+ 0:00		oral	Codeine
T+ 0:00		oral	Acetaminophen
T+ 7:55	50 mg	oral	Pharms - Quetiapine

BODY WEIGHT:

320 lb

[Erowid Note: The doses described in this report are potentially life threatening. The amount taken is beyond a heavy dose and could pose serious health risks or result in unwanted, extreme effects. Doses such as this have been known to cause hospitalizations and/or deaths. Sometimes extremely high doses reported are errors rather than actual doses used.]
*All acronyms/abbreviations are either generally accepted versions in my country, or capitalized (One Letter First Letter Per Word) abbreviations. Example: Hello Friends could potentially be typed in this report as HF, or “hi Friends”

*I have deliberately not corrected any typos (to accurately depict my state of mind. The more Typos you notice at any given trip time, the more likely I was inebriated at that time).

*Trip times are in the format Min:Seconds after first drug ingested.

Pre TR History
5 mg klonopin daily for 3 years
6mg Xanax daily for two months

So... High tolerance to benzos. Additionally I have a very high tolerance to alchohol due to liver enzymes and weight, and a moderate tolerance to opiates.

Start of Live TR

10 mg Xanax (5 2mg pills) @ 00:00

13:07 spaciness, slow breath, beginning of calm?

16:38 more spacey, headache hurts (I had one before Xanax dose)

25:09 weird saliva, headache really hurts in a weird way. Still functional online, and even moderating a live chat!

30:45 floaty and tingly

36:06 headache pains eyes slightly heavy

41:52 hungry but also not. Funyons nearby.

1:04 rip stomach. Hunger? Nausea?

1:12 little to no changes. Tolerance? Fuck lol

1:30 time flying by. Little to no change fun effects. Headache finally going down.

1:57 playing with mouth. No major changes.

2:08 podcast (when did I start listening to this?) nearly over. Flew by time wise. Memory seems fine.... motor skills??

2:29 omg motor skills rip. Just stood up. Typing was fine in live podcast stream though, thoughts are coherent as far as I know

2:31 + 10 mg additional Xanax. rip stumbling.

2:36 I’m now walking downtown and apparently have left my apartment to trade a computer graphics card for 65$ cash and then immediately deposit in bank plz

2:37 Not high but VERY calm and relaxed

2:40 red crosswalk bothers me little but not as much as normal when I’m in a rush

Feeling slightest bit drunk. Without body drunk ness. Head drunk. Floaty head. First time high from benzos ever?? Or maybe if I forget this tomorrow then I have been before and forgot also before? Rip :(

2:59 waiting for sell for graphics card. NO anxiety. VERY CALM. Mostly relaxed physically. Very enjoyable. Such a high dose to achieve this is the only downside besides withdrawal? Idk should have researched more probably

3:00 :) feeling good typing is harder no worries feel safe to walk surprisingly. I’d equate this to 4/5 beers due to my extremely high tolerance to benzodiazepines

Running equals headaches. Movements = kills high slightly if not more then slightly

3:21 depositing money from succesfull chill transaction (don’t remember really what happened?) but I’m safe and have the cash so...

Minor stumbles while texting

Feels similar to 10-15 mg Hydrocodone and that’s being generous

3:26 Spending 20$ in a bar. Apparently I did not deposit the full 65$... Wish me luck.
Do I walk to bww or do I pay 💰 double for parking again? Fuck why did I pay its fee on sunday rip

Enjoyable “high” but don’t expect weed high or opiate high. It’s more of a calming relaxed chill experience to be more accurate.

I’m pretty sure my memory is horrible but it doesn’t actually feel bad at each given second

Fuck it gonna walk

Walking and exploring downtown is enjoyable. Not mind blowing but fun.

3:30 few stumbles here and there. Expecting the full 20mg (oral xanax pills) to kick in right when I get to bar. I will be careful considering they’re both CNS depressants don’t worry please. I’ve done this before and understand the risks.

Longer walks that I thought but calm enough not to really care too much besides my back tension. Headache is 95% gone. Finally (chronic migraines not headaches lol)

4 city blocks to go. No problem.

Lucky enough to hit every crosswalk with white hand/ guy

Scratch that six blocks to go. I parked to far but didn’t want to waste 50 cents lmfao

Set an alarm for when to leave but I will have to fastwalk back to car or find another kiosk and pay more total meter ed parking then if I chose a parking structure. Yes i know I’m complaining about dollars and cents
here which suddenly seem important.

Wait isn’t it free on Sunday? I thought I already knew that? Wtf

4:01 4x 15% alc content pucker shots (3 oz.) down

Slight boost to previous effects.

Last drink will be Long Island - btw I ate street tacos happy hour for 4$ to fill my stomach up some for absorption. No idea how strong bww long islands are tbh

Post back in 15 or so minutes probably.

Sike 4:05 Long Island tastes sweet but low on alc content surprisingly

Fully expecting 5:00 after initial dose to elevate me to the next stage. We’ll see for science.

4:24 definitely buzzed also had a fuzzly navel whochbis low alc content mixed drink with 50% orange juice and 50% peach snaps but tasted amazing.

Considering a few more 2$ pucker shots. Risky move thought

4:25 about to order pucker shots and potentially only tip 15% because money rn :(

4:26 one more 15% alc pucker shot for 2$ happy hou

Dw I’m done drinking. Kept tab below 30$ even though I only had 20 cash somehow. Tipped and paid rest on debit card. Let’s see how Xanax really acts with alcohol at high tolerance for both alchohol and benzodiazepines for me ;).

4:29 feeling great can’t wait to walk back to car. Friend is driving me home for safety reasons.

Calm, body drunk, brain calm, relaxed and lazy.

Possibly going to add 1-2 mg klonopin later tonight. Yes I understand the risks but this is my life to risk.

I have not yet taken opiates or any other CNS Depressents besides benzos and alchohol at this point in my life.

I have codeine but I doubt I’ll be stupid enough to add it to my current drug cocktail - i know the risks - especially the APAP risks and can’t do CWE at all unfortunately.

4:39 little to no change :(

4:52 feels like 6/7 beer total maybe?

Definitely gonna be stupid and dose small amount of codeine with small amount of Tylenol 30mg/300 mg

4:59 not faded like cannabis can do but buzzed and relaxed. Pretty nice.

Xanax has obviously taken affect and so has alchohol. Underwhelming compared it opiates/opiods atm.

Buzzed not drunk. Stumbling slightly but not even near blackout level on Xanax (high tolerance to both)

Definite stumbles while walking. Hard to urinate easily

5:10 Minorly faded at this point
Playing video games for how long now?

7:28 slickly faded. Didn’t take any codein yet.

7:’44 befime. Skepepy

7:50 goodnight

7:55 +2 mg Xanax
+50 mg Seroquel
+.5 mg klonopin.

7:57 Off to sleep. For real

POST TR notes. Definitely took that codeine and forgot completely. Woke up groggy but can’t even remember if I felt shitty or good....

Conclusion: An enjoyable experience. However I personally would not pay moderate or higher prices for this experience. It’s important to note that I was extremely impaired between 5:10 and 7:28 despite by claim of being slightly faded. I know this because of the people around me, and their reports. And the fact that I was actively and live typing a trip report for hours and simply forgot to add any comments for over 2 hours.

Be safe and know the risks. Research can save your life.

Exp Year: 2017	ExpID: 111183
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 22
Published: Jun 20, 2019	Views: 1,626
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