DOSE:	repeated	oral	Alcohol
	1 tablet	oral	MDMA

BODY WEIGHT:

50 kg

It was Saturday night, and after starting drinking at 2pm, I finally made it out to the clubs at around 11:30pm, I think. Due to being fairly intoxicated and having crippling anxiety, the search to find caps of MD began instantly. After an excessive amount of searching, it quickly became evident that the only thing I was going to get was this little blue pill, which I know had MDMA in it, but I wouldn't be able to tell you anything else about it.

It was around 12:30am when I took the pill. I was drunk at the time and in the club, it just got handed to me and I dunked it. Immediately after swallowing the pill, my throat felt weird and dry. It passed very quickly and I somewhat forgot about taking the pill.

Fast forward half an hour to 1am. I was lying on a couch in the club, with my mate who had his arm around me, and I suddenly felt the overwhelming inclination to cuddle him; hint number one that I was coming up. It wasn't overly intense, just a strong urge to cuddle and be close/affectionate. I also felt a lot more social and even took some fun photos with the girl my mate had met up with. I still felt very drunk, but the sloppiness of it wasn't as intense, the stumbling, lightheadedness began to cease.

Fast forward another, I'm going to say 15-20min, I'm not exactly sure, but I was definitely coming up. I was very handsy towards everyone and everything, not in a sexual way, just that I was having a sensory overload and everything was so incredible to touch and just take in how it felt. I was practically completely unaware of the people around me and ended up making out with the girl I had previously taken photos with.

Fast forward 5-10 minutes and I was peaking for the first time of the night. Everything became EXTREMELY overwhelming, I noticed how fast my heart was beating and I was breathing very heavily and got very hot. I tried to ignore it, but it eventually got to the point that I felt like I was going to have a panic attack. I was still drinking at this point, which was going fine, but, when I was handed water to try and help with the overwhelmedness, but as soon as I tried to swallow, I gagged and ended up spitting the water all over the place. We then went outside for a smoke.

Fast forward 10 minutes and we're outside the club, having a smoke and I saw somebody that I use to be acquainted with, so I approached him and made conversation, taking note of the fact that I felt no urge to touch/physically interact with him. I stood and chatted for around 5 minutes and then made my way back to my mates. After smoking, we went back into the club.

This went pretty smoothly until around 4:30am-5am, somewhere around there, when I peaked again and was so overwhelmed that I had to leave the club.

I remember laying in the passenger side of the car, my mate was holding my hand and it felt so good to feel someone else's skin. I had progressively become more and more handsy as the night went on, to the point that I had been sitting in the club with my hand up my mate's shirt, just rubbing his chest because it felt so goddamn good. But anyway, I'm sitting in the car, and I was freaking out so badly, but everything felt so amazing that I couldn't even express that fact that I was freaking out. It didn't feel like I was in a car, more so that I was just floating through space. I had never been this high in my entire life, everything was so euphoric.

5:30am.
We ended up parked in a car park and decided to smoke some cones (weed with tobacco), which seemed like a great idea, but just heightened the already insane high. I sat there after smoking 2 or 3 cones, peaking again and gave up fighting the urges to be handsy, about 5 hours after taking the pill. We ended up in the back seat of the car, his hands down my pants, me on top of him, I had no control, my hands were everywhere, I couldn't even speak, the most I could manage was moans or 'mhmm.'

8am.
We suddenly became aware of the fact that we were in a car park and that there were now other cars in the carpark. Still feeling very handsy and high, but ended up smoking a couple more cones.

11:30am.
Definitely coming down. Started to feel exhausted physically, yawning, had a micro-nap without realizing. Ended up going and buying some lunch and then going home and going to bed. Went to sleep at approx. 12noon.

Woke up at around 5:30pm.
Massive, throbbing headache. Acid reflux. Nausea. My whole body ached. Eating anything made me feel like I would spew. This continued until late Sunday night.

By Monday night, I was experiencing suicidal thoughts, mood swings, agitation, aggravation and the strong compulsion to buy another pill. I pushed through and had made a full recovery when I woke up on Tuesday morning.

Exp Year: 2017	ExpID: 111202
Gender: Female
Age at time of experience: 19
Published: Dec 6, 2017	Views: 1,394
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