DOSE: T+ 0:00	2000 ug		LSD
T+ 5:00	100 mg	smoked	DMT

BODY WEIGHT:

265 lb

[Erowid Note: The dose described in this report is very high, potentially beyond Erowid's 'heavy' range, and could pose serious health risks or result in unwanted, extreme effects. Sometimes extremely high doses reported are errors rather than actual doses used.]
Being an inquisitive being, I grew up with questions... How this or that works, why does this do that, what is that, who is that, why do they behave this way, and etc. These ideations typically stemmed from my Christian upbringing as an adopted child who had a much different mind and concept of reality than my parents or community, not quite a black sheep, or really a sheep at all, maybe a fox? Anywho, ever since I set out on my own journey into adulthood and self-responsibility, I have detoured down many side roads in search of knowledge, wisdom, and change.

Whether that be change of mind, heart, or paradigm, I have aimed to grow, learn, and become fluid with change in an effort to become more centered and grounded when perceived negative changes manifest themselves in my life; as they do in all lives at some time or another.

It was a Saturday, in June, and I was with some of my best friends, shooting the sh*t and entertaining conversational journeys into the unknown and mystical tropes of life. My two good friends and I decided to take some LSD at around 11am. I had just come into possession of a vial of LSD from a buddy who had acquired it from Oakland a week prior. I had also acquired some DMT and Harmine for a future pharmahuasca journey as well.

I decided that I would take a saturated dose. A feat that I had done before, which had yielded quite a bit wisdom and knowledge about myself and the world. Which I had hoped to experience again.

10 200μg drops. My friends each did 5 drops.About an hour later, our freefall into the grand abyss began. So off we went. We continued hanging out, talking about the Matrix, thought-loops, and how love is actually the answer (but only from within).

Color seemed to bleed into itself, flowing into other colors like torrential river rapids. The clouds began to spin into vortex's. Like 2nd dimensional hurricanes spinning towards us in the distance. The majesty was beyond incredible.

We contemplated the significance of language and how everything we know is built on a very convoluded framework that faces translational inconsistancies even from one neighboring community to another, let alone from continent to continent; yet somehow, we continue to thrive, build, and grow. Now more fluidly than ever (contrary to mass media belief, we live in the best period for humans so far; which isn't to say that there aren't a lot of issues like crime, global warming, or hunger. But now, more than ever, more people have those needs at least partially met than ever. We definitely need to make some changes to fix some problems, but we are overall becoming better, more concientious beings.)

We then dithered into our own minds for a time, as our memories began to fracture into a mosaic of lessons that we would each have the opportunity to learn from with our minds eye.

About four hours of scattered ideas and conversation later, my mind latched itself onto an idea. Probably a basic idea, if I'm being honest. Think about a brain as if it were a TV. Normally one can switch between a few channels (i.e. day to day living). When one takes acid in a significant dose, it's almost as if one can begin streaming a ton of channels at once. One has new ideas, spark new creativity, process information with ease, and more. At least for me it amplifies my ability to process the omniverse around me. Anyways, I thought, if I can process better, than maybe I can process the data from the beyond better while on LSD! Thus I decided to do something... A massive dose of DMT, five hours into a gargantuan dose of LSD.

We retreated from the backyard to our trip zone (i.e. the garage), turned on some cool lights and prepared the space with some smudging, incense, candles, and meditaion. I even put on some cool refractor glasses (glasses shaped like cut gems that refract what you see in 11 different ways).

We refined our emergency plan a little, as I was kind of breaking protocol, adding to my order after the food had already come, so to speak (luckily, we are all psychonauts and were equipped with at least moderate experience, and generally keen minds).

3...2...1... Inhale... ... ... ... What happened next was beyond fascinating to me. It was as if my consciousness split into two. Normally, when I'd done DMT in the past, I either got a euphoric dose where I stayed entirely connected to my physical body, or I blasted off and became an observer of the universe, no longer existing as myself, but as a presence stripped of self. But this time, the weirdest thing happened, I was conversing with my friends, while I was also journeying into the beyond, as if my soul and body had split but I was aware and in control of both at once.

I discussed how humans are literally no different than any other creature except for the definitions we have assigned based on our language that state otherwise. We eat, sleep, procreate, gather resources, excrete, breathe, travel, learn, grow... The main difference being that we do it in a very different fashion, but the goal is the same, fulfilling needs.

All that as a part of my consciousness flew through the beyond gathering information and processing it; until it came across a being... It's shape changed constantly, from humanoid, to blob, to animals of various types, to individual particles, and back to the beginning of the cycle again. The being was blacker than black, but had an aura of pure spectrums of light as if it was a force field eminating outward. Whatever form I was in tried to stare at the barrier of this being, it burned and was too bright to maintain a view of.

'Hello?' To which it replied with a bizarrely beautiful harmonic sound, that apparently carried with it a thought, because I understood what the sound said. 'Hello [name], it has been some time since you were here.' 'Where is here?' 'My home.' 'Who are you?' 'I am conciousness.' 'What do you mean?' 'I am the origin of this planes consciousness. I give all life here consciousness.' 'Why?' 'I experience everything that my consciousness experiences, feel all the feelings, and process all the thoughts. As a being's matter deteriorates and dies, the conciousness comes back to me and I feel the entire life, and send it back again.' 'But why? Why this life, these beings, why under the radar?' 'There are others like me, in other planes of this dimension and it's multiverse, and others, who all experience existence and share our results with each other and our culture. We cultivate knowledge, and study it in our dimension.' 'Where did you come...' Before the sentence could be said, it said, 'Goodbye, child.'

And with that, my parts became whole again. I was in a euphorically serene state. I felt like I had gleamed some fantastic data to mull over and consider. I shared my experiences with my friends and we continued our LSD trip, pondering the meaning of what I saw, coming up with new theories given that information and etc.

Overall, regardless of what is truth, I do think something is out there, and in our day and age the evidence is showing itself. Perhaps we will prove it in time. I like what I learned though:)

Exp Year: 2017	ExpID: 111502
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 27
Published: Feb 19, 2018	Views: 1,612
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