DOSE: T+ 0:00		oral	AL-LAD
T+ 7:00	50 mg	oral	Diphenhydramine
T+ 7:00	10 mg	oral	Melatonin

BODY WEIGHT:

112 lb

This trip will have a pretty decent impact on the rest of my life, and my future

Set/Setting: Parents Basement @ Midnight

T + 0:00 - Just dropped about what I would now assume, 130-160ug of AL-LAD with a friend of mine who dropped what we would now assume 40-60ug.

T + 0:20 - Very slight bit of red and green outlines around distinct things and looking at those lines above this post makes me think they are moving.

T + 1:00 - Really bright lights on everything, reflections are super easy to see.

T + 2:00 - Visuals are REALLY intense, seeing what look like peacock feathers on literally everything except the walls.

T + 2:30 ~ I have no idea what even happened here but I pretty much just got stuck in my own mind, I felt my hands keep touching my face every once in a while which was the first thing I did peaking, I would say words to my friend and hear them only within my mind, yet it felt like I was thinking them only. Like that voice in your head you hear as you read things would be me while I'm talking. I completely lost all sense of reality, and thought I had died and had to get my friend to talk to me to bring me back. I ended up forgetting I took a drug before that.

T + 3:00 ~ At this point everything on the walls were rotating on a corners axis of everything. Things were spinning at about 2 frames a second. The carpet had starfishes over them no matter where I looked, the floor had starfishes on them.

T + 3:30-6:00 - Ridiculous thought loops talking with my friend, this whole time I have been trying to explain to my friend what I was seeing as they weren't tripping at all really besides some physical stimulation. I was explaining my thought loops saying 'and it keeps coming back to the' and I would feel like I'm back at the start again. Feeling that sense of doom when I got lost.

T + 7:00 - Visuals are still REALLY intense but back to where they started at more or less, everything is golden red, with outlines around things. I tried to type up this report then and just couldn't. In a sad attempt to sleep I took 50mg DPH and 10mg Meletonin and lied down. I was still tripping a bit and it was even a bit scary as I was completely alone, but as long as I could find my phone to bring me back that was ok.

T + 8:00 ~ Fell asleep somewhere around there

Some Quotes my friend noted that I had said and told them:

'I'm trying to track the peacocks but they're not going anywhere'

'Oh that makes sense'

'I feel like a computer'

'Your real right'

'It's like the bookmark hologram thing but that's only one layer of it'

'Ok that's what that was'

'Ok I'm gone'

'Friend, you there?'

'I keep thinking my hands are on my face. They're not on my face right'

'My hands are in my mind. Like there not real yet. And it's annoying'

'I'm seeing things not the way I would see them but how someone else would'

'This has happened so many times'

'There's a fine line between me and my conciseness'

'When I move my hand it's a second behind my thought oh '

'Oh I see it now lemme think'

'Oh it's not all oh wait '

'Half of me in reality is and the other half isn't but I'm neither '

'My thought no my word no wait how does work'

'What was I saying'

'Oh'

'This is kinda neat *taps nuckle*'

'Oh it's only a drug'

'Everything looks nice again'

'I couldn't even picture trying to walk right now it would suck'


'Detaching from reality over and over again
like literally detaching'

'Repeating the same thing over and going back '

'There's something there'

'A physical feeling to the thought of 'i keep coming back to this''

'Everything else is trippy but you arnt why '

'Every time I move it feels like 'it keeps happening''

'It all goes back to 'i did not say that' in my mind '

'I guarantee you if I say those 3 words it will rewind '

Exp Year: 2018	ExpID: 111524
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 18
Published: Apr 25, 2018	Views: 1,779
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