Citation: nahhhsuckaaa. "Taking It Responsibly: An Experience with PCP & Methamphetamine (exp111614)". Erowid.org. Feb 23, 2018. erowid.org/exp/111614
Taking PCP Responsibly
My friend has done PCP countless times, and he and I decided to give it a go together. We're childhood friends, so I had no qualms when it came to trusting him and smoking PCP together. He knows his shit, and I knew he'd never take advantage of me. I've done pretty much every drug out there, for the most part, at least once. But PCP and Ketamine have always peaked my interest, so I said fuck it, and had him come over to my place.
We dipped a cigarette in wet, waited for it to dry, and took about four hits each. Oh, I should have mentioned this before, but we had taken about four rips of meth each about an hour before we started smoking the PCP. We smoke that pretty regularly (he way more than I - I usually only smoke once a week, he smokes several times a day, every day). I'm not sure what kind of an effect that had on our experience, and like I said, this was my first time ever having ingested angel dust in any form, so I wasn't sure what to expect, but this is what ended up happening:
By the time I had taken my fourth hit (holding them all in, like you're smoking bud), I was definitely starting to feel it - hard. We were on my patio in the back of my house, and when we started walking back inside I had to hold onto him and everything we walked past because I was completely uncoordinated. It wasn't scary. I thought it was actually pretty funny.
We finally got back into my room and I COULDN'T WAIT to lay down. I finally got into bed, but then I realized I had to pee, but on my way to the bathroom everything looked weird as fuck. Shit was super small, but other shit was super big. And whenever I tried talking, I'd forget what I was talking about almost immediately. After a bit it was almost impossible to talk... like when I smoke Salvia, except my tongue worked. It's like my tongue and my brain were misfiring though, and nothing quite got through.
Anyway, I finally make it back into my bed after stumbling around like an idiot for a good five minutes, and the weirdest fucking thing happens. It was like I had an out of body experience. I knew where I was. I knew I was in my bed. I knew my friend was with me. But I felt like I was completely outside of my body
I knew where I was. I knew I was in my bed. I knew my friend was with me. But I felt like I was completely outside of my body
- it wasn't like I was looking down from above or anything like that, I was just... removed from myself. I guess that's why they call it a dissociative. Again, I wasn't scared or anything. I was actually really relaxed and just sort of went with it. I remember rolling around a lot too. For some reason I just wanted to rub all over my sheets, but again, with my lack of motor control, that was much easier said than done.
My friend and I cuddled for a while and that felt really awesome, but nothing like if you were on E or Molly. We did end up hooking up, but it was kind of a waste. I didn't really remember much, we were both on the verge of passing out half of the time, and it just was not enjoyable overall. If you're gonna fuck on anything, just stick with E or Molly.
It wore off not too long after, and he was able to drive us around no problem. The come down DOES, admittedly, suck pretty fucking badly. For me, it lasted around 45 minutes, and I just gradually got less and less fucked up, while still feeling a little like I wasn't entirely back in my body. So I felt it the whole way down. But once I was good, I was good.
I'd probably do it again once or twice, but I definitely don't plan on making a habit of it.
And just a word of advice, for anyone who plans on trying PCP in the future: PLEASE make sure that you're with someone (or people) that you WHOLLY trust and have known for a very long time; likewise, please make sure (as with most hallucinogens, etc.) that you are in a place YOU FEEL COMPLETELY SAFE AND COMFORTABLE. This is imperative. Like I said, this drug is a dissociative very, very similar to Ketamine, and I was putting myself in an extremely vulnerable position by trying it. Women and men are raped or sexually assaulted all too often after ingesting drugs like these, because depending on your tolerance, how much you actually ingest, or the potency of your selected dissociative - you may find yourself completely lacking control of any and all motor functions, which obviously lends the perfect opportunity to predators. Please be careful.
I was fortunate enough to have a real friend who didn't even consider taking advantage of me (not only was I willing, I was alllllll for it - he's hot as fuck); and I know that he would have stopped in a heartbeat if I had shown any signs of hesitancy or discomfort.
Lastly, about mixing Meth and PCP. I know we did, and we were fine, but in retrospect - that was a really poor decision on our part (you know, apart from doing Meth and PCP in the first place). Meth is an upper, PCP a downer. We all know how dangerous it is to mix the two, especially at high doses. It's just not worth it. Stick with one or the other.
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