DOSE:

2 hits

smoked

Salvia divinorum

(extract)

BODY WEIGHT:

155 lb

I smoked it on the floor crosslegged. I had prepared my self by a short meditation where I intended to have a real out of body experience and to see beyond the confines of 3 dimensional perspective. I intended to leave my physical body seated on the floor, but as soon as I started to feel the vibration like onset I unconsciously went to the corner of the walls and aligned the back of my spine with it. Now my spine is a spine of a book and the pages are all around me in different colors slowly moving in the wind 360 around me except the pages are me and their is no body just these colored pages. From there the vibes got weird and I felt like I was on a conveyor belt pulling me into another dimension (literally) through a space in the wall.

I hear the voices of a man and woman jokingly who I believed were responsible for trying to pull me into the other dimension which I could partially perceive opening up very similar to when on a stage play they have those cardboard waves that people fake swim behind to pretend like they in water. It's like the image I was receiving of the normal room was actually a 2d image on a board that I could see had a lot of space behind it. I began to recognize the space behind the board that the image was on (kind of scary) I was literally being pulled through different places in the wall and I really wanted to go but could not release my fear. I wanted to explore some place, I just didn't want it to be terrifying. It's like this dimension is always there but we are always tuned to a certain frequency that won't notice the space between these board and will always tune to the image on the board and not the fullness of the space and ability to see beyond these images of spaces. I consider this to be a valid and real observation of reality that I gained through this experience.

Towards the end of the experience (under 10 minutes) I got a flashback of a acid trip that had been real concerned with sketch business men trying to trick people out of life and joy. Well, I looked at my friend and I felt that he knew all the things beyond the veil of normal consciousness secretly and he would only act with me and not key me in to the realness, just keep joking with me in the normal limited consciousness. So I began to distrust him in that moment and almost feel like he was business manning me. I soon came back to a normal awareness and the extra dimension beyond the wall went back to hiding till I hit the salvia again in which case I would almost be surprised if it didn't reappear.

All in all I found salvia to be extremely mind opening and a great teacher, though one that likes to watch and respond to the ways that I handled my fear, I think if I had let go more fully I could have more fully experienced that further dimension. It is scary but in my opinion it is a fear of the unknown.

Peace

Exp Year: 2018	ExpID: 111789
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 20
Published: Jul 2, 2025	Views: Not Supported
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