Citation: Victorious. "Long Time User, All New Results: An Experience with Alprazolam (Xanax) (exp111892)". Erowid.org. May 22, 2018. erowid.org/exp/111892
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Iím a twenty two year old guy, healthy, attractive, work full time. Your regular guy. Full disclosure, Iím an ex H addict along with a bunch of other substances I have dabbled in, including bars, so Iím no newbie. Monthly, my friend gets a script of 2mg Xanax bars, which I partake in monthly. This is one of the experiences, and by far the worst.
I pick up at roughly 5pm after I get off work. I take a bar, and lay down in bed to listen to music. After that, it all went downhill. This is my recollection of my trip over several days, which as we all know, is pieces taken out that can be clearly remembered.
I wake up the next day for work, and take another bar. At this point I am blacked out. I wonít know that until I come to, but I will remain blacked out until the end of this run.
I show up for work about an hour after the first pill, which is about 8am. I am not much help at work, in slurring, sloppy, and all around confrontational. My boss deals with it, I work, and I go home. He chalks it off as a bad day.
Driving while intoxicated, tripping, or extremely sleep deprived is dangerous and irresponsible because it endangers other people. Don't do it!]
The next day, I arrive to work after two 2mg bars (Xanax) in the morning. I show up hours late, at about 10 for a 7am shift. I verbally assault my two supervisors, physically threaten my general manager, and begin to burn files outside the building. They physically escort me out. I take another Xanax bar, and drive home. I go home with the rest of the files and memorabilia I had taken from work, and after two more bars I begin to burn them with lighters and aerosol cans. Cans exploding, fires raging. An absolute mess.
I go inside and fight my family for a few hours, slurring my words, making no sense. Eventually I pass out in a bowl of food in bed, and wake up the next day.
I wake up to two 2mg Xanax bars, a beer, and a bad attitude. I fight with my family some more, trying to convince them I donít have a problem, nor am I high.
I relax for a few hours, until mid afternoon. I decide to go for a walk.
I walk to the package store at the end of my road, pick up a beer & a pint of rum w coke.
I mix the drink behind the store, chug the beer, and finish off the rest of the rum that didnít fit into the coke. By this time itís about 5pm on Thursday.
I walk across the street to stop and shop. Iíve taken my last few bars. I drink most of my rum filled beverage. Iím arguing with my girlfriend on the phone wen two cops pull up. Apparently, store goers were concerned and had called.
On Xanax I am either very romantic and lovey, or aggressive depending who and how you approach me. The cops were amazing ad nice, but Xanax me did not see that. They come over and ask for ID, which I provide. They then ask where I was going. ďI said nowhere, just sitting out here having a drink.Ē
They advised me I could be here and they would take me home. I refused. They come to grab me knowing Iím wasted, and I fight off the duo trying to apprehend me. After a minute of sparring..they finally tackle me, and cuff me. No, not police brutality. I was unruly and got my ass manhandled.
The next moment I remember is being in the back of the car trying to kid the squad care window out. We pull up to my mothers house, they want to release me to her for the night to watch me. She refuses. I continue kicking the car windows hoping I will break free. They hop back in, take me to the station, and I black out and sleep overnight.
I wake up, apologize, and walk 5 miles home. I find out the next day I had lost my job.
I was a heroin addict for years, seen coke users, crack etc. This brings the devil out of me. Lucky I didnít get in worse shit.
Total amount of alprazolam was ballpark 40mg. I had bought 20 bars and had none 3 days later on Friday. Bad, and way too much to be safe.
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