DOSE:	64 mg		MDMA
	32 mg		MDA
	150 mg		Ketamine
	22 mg	IV	DMT	(liquid)

BODY WEIGHT:

140 lb

Having dosed 64mg MDMA, 32mg MDA, and 150mg of Ketamine and with those effects waning, I decided to IV 22mg of synthetic DMT Fumarate.

I had no expectations of what would happen, but rather just feeling that it was a good time to do it.

The effects happened quickly and almost sneakily. I started to see 'through' things and my mind gradually began filling with information that I was becoming aware was not from myself but rather these other beings that really reminded me of what I would call Norwegian gnomes. They were incredibly efficient, everything was in its right place, all information readily accessible, and they began downloading information as soon as possible. They were made of light, it seemed, and they were right there in the room with me. They were generally cheery and told me several times that they're always there (which I already knew but was a lovely reminder) and they're the ones that construct this whole reality structure. There were lots of diagrams and I felt like I was receiving some kind of instruction. I definitely got the sense they were very happy with me choosing to inject a solution of DMT rather than smoking. They were beaming and happy when I 'arrived' looking wide-eyed and bushy-tailed at me. It was interesting how crystal clear they were this time, there was no distortion at all, it all was happening in HD.

They told me how they are the coordinators of wishes, luck, wisdom, and general wise-related things. They wanted only for me to be happy and well, I could feel so strongly that they were doing everything in their power to 'fix' whatever they could with me. It was almost like that wasn't even a question, it was just what they did. I could feel parts of my body completely reorganizing and restructuring. I felt quite comforted the whole time. I felt that it was not different than going over to visit a long-lost friend. I have (strangely) known them all along and so (apparently) have you!

I realized now that in the past there was a combination of issues with smoking (the gnomes apparently don't like flame, which makes sense why ayahuasca is brewed at low temperatures over several hours, like coaxing the molecules out of the plant material. And my own mental constructs, which they were quick to demonstrate were not terribly useful. They made some suggestions for greater efficiency (they are masters at efficiency, you should see how they fold things out of one another) in my mind and spent quite a bit of time just trying to show me as much information as they could. The issue is that I felt a bit unable to interact with it much other than to watch the show. This is why I think ayahuasca is a more suitable communication platform because an exchange can happen that way. The gnomes told me that they're always trying to send information but we are not very good at receiving it. There were several times where, just to demonstrate their power, they paused, rewinded, or sped up my music before playing it back again. And then, right as the effects were waning, they turned the music off completely. In the end they left very very slowly and it was very nice. I was left with a strong feeling of contentment and peace. There was also a very distinct sense of humour throughout the whole thing, like it was this ongoing joke that they were unravelling slowly for their own amusement. I had simply popped in to see it.

By no means is this description complete or comprehensive. Much of it goes beyond what words can describe.

I just realized also that my dose was around .344mg/kg which is JUST under Strassman's 'high dose' which was .4mg/kg. Makes me wonder if the gnomes planted that idea or what...

At any rate, it was absolutely exquisite. Nowhere near as fast-paced as it usually is when I've smoked it. I don't know if the other molecules in my system affected the experience at all. It felt like everything else that was going on was put on hold or just brushed aside by the power of this new molecule that came in. When it wore off, I felt slightly altered but surprisingly sober. Very smooth, very beautiful. I can imagine a 5-MeO-DMT/DMT Fumarate combination being an incredible transcendent experience.

This one definitely was of the 'spirit' realm. It was clear that death was very much an illusion, as is all the rest of what we're experiencing. It can be light or it can be dark, we choose.

Exp Year: 2018	ExpID: 111912
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 27
Published: Jun 28, 2018	Views: 1,648
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