Don't Know if It's My Addictive Personality...
Citation: CdpDel. "Don't Know if It's My Addictive Personality...: An Experience with Ephenidine (exp111929)". Erowid.org. May 18, 2018. erowid.org/exp/111929
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Me and My Addiction to Ephenidine
I had been experimenting with ketamine for my first time, absolutely loving the high and going deeper and deeper into the hole over the space of a couple of weeks, our town went DRY!
So I ordered 10g of ephenidine from a reputable RC vendor. Once it had arrived I tested a relatively small line 70+/- which had an evil burn and drip, waited a few hours with and realised it wasn't nearly as active intranasally as it was orally.
The following day, I tried again. I didn't have scales so couldnt weigh anything out, I used a tablespoon for dosing, not wise at all. I loaded up a heaped 1/4 of the tablespoon and dropped it into a paper shoot and necked it back. I estimate this to be around 250mg to 300mg.
T: 1:00hr (roughly 8PM)
I'm feeling a tingling sensation throughout my body and legs, a warm feeling wrapping itself around me. Little disso headspace.
Definitely feeling dissociated, like a super intense Ketamine high, very similar in body high, head space is wonderful, everything seems like a good idea (on hiens site just plain delusional).
T: 2:30 - 3:00hr
Moving is very difficult, I found myself shuffling very slowly around our accomodation, couldn't really lift my legs, losing balance, I couldn't string a sentence together, words within sentences would merge, almost no bodily control. Headspace is still wonderful.
T: 5:00hr onwards
The high has started wearing off
, still not capable of anything physical but I can't switch off. It's pretty late and I feel mentally stimulated similar to Ketamine.
The following day:
I had work at 7AM and I felt a HEAVY afterglow almost making work impossible, my vision was spinning, I was extremely clumsy, still struggled to speak a little... Not pleasant having a disso high last until the next day. This went on until about 2 or 3PM.
Over the next two weeks or so I repeated a similar dose any opportunity I could, if I finished work early or didn't have it the following day, I would put myself into that (E)hole. I stopped eating for this high because I was too rigged to make anything, eat anything, or move much for that matter.
I don't know if it's my addictive personality or if this substance is genuinely addictive.
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