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I Wanted to Explore Music
by Arthur
Citation:   Arthur. "I Wanted to Explore Music: An Experience with MDMA, 4-AcO-DMT & 4-HO-MET (exp112129)". Erowid.org. Aug 19, 2018. erowid.org/exp/112129

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106 mg oral MDMA (capsule)
  T+ 0:00 52 mg oral 4-HO-MET (capsule)
  T+ 0:00 15 mg oral 4-AcO-DMT (capsule)
  T+ 0:00   repeated smoked Cannabis  
  T+ 4:06 3 mg oral Etizolam (tincture)

Experiment 103

- 106mg 90% MDMA (Main)
- 52mg 98% 4 HO-MET (Main)
- 15mg 97% 4 ACO-DMT (Main)
- 2 Bowls of High Grade 25+%THC Sativa (Throughout Trip)
- 3mg 98% Etizolam in Vodka Solution (Backup in case things get uncomfortable)

*Prior Psychedelic Experience - I have tripped 100+ times on most of the available psychedelics someone could buy. As well as many occasions mixing multiple substances in a controlled setting. Just recently I found the amazing effect Etizolam has at calming anxiety if things get out of hand. Only tried it once as a test trial on some shrooms and it worked wonders.

01:01am - Weighed the three main drugs and placed in a #3 gelatin capsule. I am a fairly experienced psychonaut who has great respect for psychedelics. I wanted to explore music and this was my plan. The two main tryptamines were the psychedelic influence and the MDMA was to add that empathetic + entactogenic properties to combine for a greater appreciation of music. Previously I had done 2g of PE mushrooms the night before so the higher dosages were implemented. I do not recommend constantly tripping day after day because it builds tolerance and removes the 'magic' with my trips. I have also fasted for 8 hours prior and have a Benzodiazepine like substance on hand if things get too uncomfortable. It is a good time when parents are asleep and I am chilling in my bedroom. Nice warm lights and headphones nearby. I also have some munchies if I feel like avoiding downstairs.

01:15am - Capsule ingested and watching YouTube videos. Smoked a bowl of sativa about 30 minutes prior so feeling calm but awake. I feel weed helps relax the uneasiness that can grow in the come up.

01:33am - Legs feeling slightly heavier and noticing extremely mild body changes.

01:35am - Full body feeling heavier, image tracing as I would stare at something and look away the image would still be centered in my field of vision. YouTube videos reappear as I look off the screen and I am thoroughly pleased.

01:44am - Very very mild red/green/purple color hue difference in the grey carpet floor.

02:03am - Shadows breathing slightly. Watching educational animations and the audio sounds very crisp + colours super saturated on screen.

02:08am - Animations showing tracer properties.

02:36am - Tribalism patterns show on the carpet. OEV + CEV starting to come on and body load is increasing.

02:45am - 50% to peak and this stage is one of my favorites as the sexual desires start to grow.

02:57 - Full throttle and peaking out, similar to a very weak DMT trip. Popped some headphones in and music sounds beautiful. The echoing between ears is astonishing and every second feels like a minute.

03:20 - Went out to smoke a bowl in my pipe. The thing is my parents don't like pot at all and going out to smoke is a task every time. I started getting ready, got dressed and once I was all set to go outside i started undressing myself and it was a real 'what the f***' moment as I totally forgot what I was doing.

05:21 - Visuals still flowing as my mind wonders in this thought loop about if I should be wasting less time and be more productive with my life. I have OCD but this brought the levels up a notch. I randomly decided I should head to bed soon so I can be productive the following day (Today) and popped 3mg Etizolam to calm everything down.

05:27 - Since Etizolam was in a vodka solution it absorbed quickly and I am already feeling a nice relaxation. One thing I will mention is most users say Etizolam stops a trip dead in its tracks but that isn't the case for me. It definitely brings it down a notch but the pure anxiety/curiosity with the trip is the factor that's eliminated. This makes everything more tolerable and easier to sleep.

05:43 - Feeling super relaxed and visuals are still here but I'm so calm.

07:00 - Almost all psychedelic effects have worn off but the body load and relaxation is still at a high level. The after combo of the last bowl of weed and Etizolam really is picking up and I am feeling very sedated.

07:20 to 08:00 - Fell asleep at some point around here.

- I learned Etizolam is a great substance in moderation to bring trips down and remove aspects of insomnia.

- Music sounds F****** amazing on this combo and songs that I had heard previously hundreds of times sounded so incredibly new.

- Having a plan when I'm doing a task on psychedelics is something I should know by now but even someone who has done plenty of psychs like myself still totally forgot my mission of going outside for a solid period of time.


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Exp Year: 2018ExpID: 112129
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given 
Published: Aug 19, 2018Views: 1,235
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