BODY WEIGHT:

150 lb

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Last night I decided to take a tab and a half of 1p-lsd. It was stupid because during the day I had woken up at 7 worked out and then worked from 9 to 6 and took the dose at like 8:55. When I took it I was already tired but I didn’t think it was going to be a crazy experience... and I realize now how I disrespected such a powerful substance (hopefully this wasn’t a bad trip).

So the acid kicks in at about 9:45-9:55 and personally I don’t like the come up because I feel uncomfortable and to be honest kind of depressed sometimes. So I watched some stupid freak out videos on YouTube until I felt great (that’s usually at the 1:30-2h mark). After I got done with the bad part of the trip I put on my headphones. I laid in my bed for at least 2 hours just listening to music and enjoying the closed eyes visuals. Then I decided to go outside on my balcony and the sky was so beautiful…it looked like the clouds were purple and behind the cloud I could see the universe. I probably spent like 30 minutes sitting on my balcony because when I went back to my room it was about midnight. Then I played videogames and watched videos until 4.

And here’s when the interesting (to say the least) part happened. I decided to go to sleep even tho I was still tripping pretty hard. I managed to fall asleep. My dream was so incredibly vivid. The Dream: I was in my memories walking around and I could see that everything that I did had a profound impact on the future even things that I would have never think were related. And the crazy part was I could rewind each memory and see not only where it started but I could see what other events caused it. I kept walking around and looking at memories like they were movies it was so nice…I could even see things that were in the future but I couldn’t play those they were just like a moment I was in but everything was staying still. After a while I came across these beings that bought me in these place where there was all these barcodes and every code was a life so they told me to choose 1. I did and then they told me the date of my death…December 17 2066 and said ‘’see you in 3 minutes’’. I don’t remember living the life. I was then in the last moment of this life, about to die and I was so afraid of what was coming I just started shaking and screaming like never before when all of the sudden everything went black but I wasn’t scared anymore. I felt like the happiest I ever felt not because I was dead but because I realized how beautiful but fast of an experience life was. I woke up…in my bed realizing how I shouldn’t be afraid of death but instead live my life in a way that I don’t regret anything when that moment comes.

And here I am, writing about my experience on the internet. You know its my first time ever writing about 1 of my trips but this one was special.

Exp Year: 2018	ExpID: 112178
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 19
Published: Jul 27, 2018	Views: 1,143
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